Love notes to Mr Hubby..(i think i did it again)

Its all begin with here.... http://yourshoppingkaki.blogspot.com/ ...and i think i had purchased another shoes again.... (It was actually not 'i think'... it was… I have done it!) I guess, i had to confess to my hubby..Since he might been shocked by himself if he knew this was happenings again...

Love notes to Mr. Hubby...
Baby, I am poignant by the circumstances now, it was raining since we ate for sahur this morning…it is now 5:57 am (a time calls for Muslims pray was now echoing) and I am now taking some respite after I had done bag packing for tonight, as we are planning to go back to Besut…Well, I was glued in front of the white screen. Knocking the keyboard for some stupid apparent confessions and it really pester me off...it is so peeved…I was blank and I was eagerly thought that this is really the best and apropos time to confess…

My dear, you knew that you had been so good to me for long, you renewed me, you reawakened my hope, you reopened wide my eyes...After so many years of forgetfulness of being myself…it was you who thought me the meaning of serendipity… Well, I do not know why so many vigorous words echoed in my skull before I had to get straight to the point now...i just feels like I want to burry my face and just ignore to what ever chancy and chastise that I could face when the time had come.
Well, my dear, to make a full stop to this (so called) stupid confession note, I think I did it again...i had purchased another shoes...and the worst part is, it is 3 and half inch which I think we both might quarrel ourselves again about the painfulness of wearing high heels…( I understand how annoyed you by having a wife who love to mass around with high heels – you had enough babling mumbling on this I guess)
Baby, please forgive me….i think I had enough lesson from the movie that you bought to me that day (confession of the shopperholic)…but, I think that I still can not control myself towards my expenses...please do not send me to the psychotic doctor to heal my amusement towards fashion…as I am really naturally a fashion-holic.
Baby, i love the couplets from the song that I adore of…sang by lovely FEIST -“I’m sorry, two words that always think”/ 'i'm sorry, two words that could describe"… erk!!!
Baby, life's never perfect...but having you, makes my life a step closer to perfection and exhilaration. And want to let you know that, I really appreciate the moment with you…..The moment that I forget about everything……. Thank you my dear for stayed with me and understanding me ….

this is where i purchased above denim shoes..this is what pepole would call as- "jatuh cinta pandang pertama' - http://lushserendipity.blogspot.com/

p/s: I would love to have a pair of office boots….but, after the online purchasing for those stupid denim shoes with Ms Lush, I think I had to wait for another century to own it! Sigh! please, i can't stop my hand browsing those online vendor blog! oops i did it again!

Dinky Dress - FRENCH CONNECTION

Dinky Dress - FRENCH CONNECTION

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RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

Salam ramadhan Al Mubarak ....

bersama -sama lah kita mengimarahkan bulan mulia...

merebut segala peluang yang ada...

Selama ini, kita sudah cukup dibentangkan dengan keduniaan dan pengisian jasmani...

Hanya bulan ini merupakan peluang untuk sebuah keinsafan

dan bulan memberi makan kepada rohani.

Semoga titisan air mata dalam doa di bulan ini,

menjadikan kita lebih bermakna disisi-NYA..

amin...

p/s: berusaha mendapat hidayat-NYA kerana entah kita tidak tahu akan ketetapannya - entah kita berpeluang lagi atau tidak untuk bertemu Ramadhan Al Mubarak di tahun hadapan......

AFC - magic fingers appeal !!

Have you ever wonder how was delightful life to have such a pair of magic hand without the Cinderalla fairy's stick? I’ve found those hands indeed. Which their hands are anomaly, pricey and had tremendously changed the world to apex… For me, that person who love food and leads to cook well was having those pair of magic hands….

It was recently I glued my butt in front of my television watching the Asian Food Channel. Have you experienced looking at those magic hands? The 703 astro channel served you with lots of food journals and styled in cooking.

Confession – I am not really good in cook as Nigella, Jamie O, or even Chef Wan. They had really made me so ravenous towards foods. Their arduousness had made up their life. Their inherent talents made up their chemistries with food.
To travel with Anthony Bordain to dozens of world made people search for rare, legendary or even some dangerous food! Same goes to Jamie Oliver which he wonderfully back to basics. He practiced non nonsense style of cooking which makes slaving over the hot stove better than cold. He started to cook since he was teenagers…He enjoyed life with cook. As for pretty Nigella, mother of two, she really got her magic hands…She manipulated her kitchen with foods aroma, even she just an ordinary house wife.. ( well, I guess, she turns extra ordinary on Nigela Bites!).. What I love most about her, she was passionate with cooking as she got a 1sf with full height rack up to the ceiling of her pantry to store her things which I wish to have one!

As for me, I was too conventional with cooking. I’ve started to cook since I was in secondary school. My first favorites channel on cook was the Yan’s can Cook. Tv5 Singapore showed his magic talents.
I love to try several of cook but, my knowledge had limited my skill. As an intimate and conventional Astro had plays their role and taking part on food guidance, I was confidence and developing my skill now… Each episode was totally immersion with their life as I was totally ardent by what had been served... I believe cooking will brings you a destiny and brings those magic fingers to be loved by all…..

p/s: the best cook in the whole wide world of coz my one an only mama..love your cook..i've tried various time to reach your level..but, not even once had made it...'sigh'

http://www.asianfoodchannel.com/

p/s: isn't she is too pretty to be chef? hehe

Sarah Ariesya Khairul Anuar - 11 August 2009

Hi…it has been a while that I have been silence and absent from this blog. It was not that I want to be itinerant from ‘the other side of me’…or even I had running out of ideas…It was just a lot of jocundity had happened in my life lately...which I thought and realized that it was much more better and insurmountable feeling to be focused on rather than paying my time on writing or even face-booking…


Sarah Ariesya…
the most irresistible niece of mine, was born on 11 Aug 09. Her appearance was swapping away our long awaits and again she had brought us amusement...These are my first beautiful niece pictures which have been taken by my hand phone...
I was so happy to introduce her to the whole world. Sorry for a kind of blurry pictures...my phone was not anti vibrating I guess… (well, look at my gorgeous boy…how happy he was when he managed to had his first touch towards Ariesya)…..Ariesya is so stunning as she really inbred and follow her parents mould…She got an amazing eyes...her charming smile bring so much jovial to her parents..
As for me, I’ve kept waiting and asking my self for a log time on how’s the feeling on becoming an aunty. Each time, and now I realized how happy I am and how much that I wanted to attached with her.
To my new baby born niece, I have to say that it is really pleasant feeling to be an aunt...I will try my best to be the sweetest aunty ever...please. Do remember my first kiss onto your warm pink cheek…We love you so much!

Erk!- don’t you realized?so much things happened in August?? My hubby, my hero Arief, Abg Ul, and Ariesya – and they have been LEOsisme…hehehhe

09.08.08 : 09.08.09 - What A wonderful day!

Obviously, what a wonderful day today... (I mean, seriously… it amused me and it is really tremendous day today…What a coincident)… There are two things that I can not wait to do and to face.

Firstly – today is Arief’s birthday as he already turns 1 year old TODAY!!! Can’t wait to celebrate!

Secondly – can’t wait to see a new little toddler as my sister expected to be delivered her first baby by TODAY!

We both sharing a lot of same things in life…and today, we also share the same date..not only on delivery our first baby, but later we might share our children’s birthday party! Hahaha…

This is going to be the best gift ever in my life…as Arief will have his first cousin, and I am officially become Aunty!...hmm...what should she call me??Cik Dina – since Arief called my sister Cik Ann…Mak Ngah??..erm... I don’t think so…(owh, forgot to mention, girl was expected to be delivered! Cute huh??!!)

The most I hope is, things will going to be smoothed as planed…At least this will become an antidote to our MAMA as she sacrificed her self a lot to be with us…Thank to ALLAH by making today such a beautiful and a wonderful day…Amiin..

p/s: Kak, I pray for you…

AUGUST RUSH....

It is 2.00 a.m, August 2…and i am still awake...waiting for the dazzling sunrise i guess… Nothing to do…and i have decided to write in my blog, but yet, i do not want this entry will merely dash or even turn as my daily diary...

Hubby is still lying inside four wall covered space, watching his favorite 812 astro..(i rarely watch the channel..but Nicole David was just made me appreciates more on this after watching her on conquering her own world)...

Arief..my lil' toddler... was still sleeping in safe and sound in his white baby-cort..

And i... i was full! totally fulled after having our meals..i have cooked 'Sau-tatoes' (my own receipe!) spaghetti for lunch and butter crabs for dinner...hubby enjoyed it much and never stop asking me to make it again next time..(Baby, your wish will come true...!!!shinggg!!!!)

Well,to be truth...I have to make some perusal as i am in preparatory towards my PTD test..(huh! Sigh! What ever!... i won't discuss bout the exam in here...) The power of the laziness still debarred me to continue my study. (Study? huh...its been so long i've never study for something badly.) ..Well, lets the laziness thriving in me...as i have to watch the AUGUST RUSH now..(my next best movie after COYOTE UGLY...)

p/s: music is all around us..we just have to listen to it..-August Rush a.k.a Evan Taylor

Laughing-stock??!!

What?

am i a puppet? to be laughed at?

Guess what...i've just being laughed in ERL while i was reading my Dictionary yesterday...Please la..people don not read dictionary ker??hello..dont you realize how was great to read dictionary and not just to refer to the dictionary? dont you realize how far that you had been left behind if you do not read your dictionary? then.. whats the purpose of keep updating bunch of words if you are not reading it?..and you know what? this the best teacher i had so far..even one of my best friend i've ever spend my life with...it was really inspiring me to whom i become today...You know who i am? (shout like Jacky Chan!!) I am the vocabularry dummies and hunger with words....enough said- respect other people- and i am not your laughing-stock.......

p/s: time to change...do not treat your dictionary as your walking informer only...try to make a friend with it ,which you can carry out, not even while you are having a powwow date....

Beware of your Plastic wares

Open your eyes widen with wonder to the articles about your daily plastic wares used at home...alamak...i have one of my favorite’s bottles at the office, that I’ve been used for almost 5 years. And today I have just realized the plastic number was 7!!!

7 is the most unpreferrable plastic wares in your household....it contains the highest polycarbonate and polyvinyl chloride - which I believe at above 60 degree boiled water the BPA toxin from the P.C will mix into your drink!

Wah!!!...can you imagine, I’ve been practiced healthy and good life by drinking 2 litter of water per day, and I just found the container was killing me in silent... I have to immediately change my bottle. Goodbye to my lovely red bottle. Since you were threatening me whom i believe you will cause me and contributes my life with cancer...

Gosh!! Guys. Do check your plastic wares! Thanks to kak yanee for the info (that was taken by Steven's collections)....

Gosh!! Thanks to ALLAH...

p/s:- basic info – please check the number placed in triangle below the plastic wares – if the number shows 1,2,4 and 5…it was safe…but, avoid and throw your plastic wares if it show 3,6 and 7!..Do it now in order to safe your fortune!!!

Aku fikir....

Aku terfikir bahawa aku tidak mahu menulis buat masa ini..

tapi tahukah kamu, betapa kuat - geritannya dan betapa menggeletarnya jari jemariku setiap waktu untuk berkarya..

aku bukanlah sang pujangga yang mampu menyusun beribu madah dan bait-bait kata..

aku juga bukan juornalist yang mampu membuahkan idea-idea bernas untuk dikongsi bersama pembaca..

Aku fikir, aku mampu untuk tidak mahu menulis buat seketika kerana ada sesuatu yang perlu aku langsaikan daripada membuka Surrealistic ini untuk bermadah seperti biasa...

Apa yang bakal aku tempuhi, bukanlah seratus peratus keinginan aku..bukan juga yang aku impikan sebelum aku mencecah angka 30...dan kerana aku fikir, aku masih ada hati dan sedikit ruang untuk dunia ku yang satu itu.....

namun,aku tidak pernah terfikir bahawa Surrealistic ku ini adalah suatu pembaziran waktu..kerana Surrealistic ku ini sangat mendorong aku untuk keluar daripada duniaku yang satu itu kepada dunia ku yang berada disebaliknya...

jadi, aku fikir, aku tetap akan menulis untuk meredakan keinginan yang membuak terhadap karya dan penulisan..dan tidak terfikir pula aku yang aku sedang menulis walaupun tiada rasa keinginannya...

dan kerana AKU sentiasa FIKIR, aku masih mampu berfikir dan menghadapi segalanya selagi aku masih percaya kepadaNYA...amiin...

Arief at his granpa's gardern

Happy faces from Arief captured by my compact camera last two weeks during our visit to my parents' house which was so called my HOMETOWN - in Jay Bee...

The Real Kluang Station Coffe Cafe

More than 5 stars should be given to the Kluang Station Coffee Café…

We have been there for real! Though it was only a dilapidated canteen look and placed at one corner at the station stop, the feels was tremendously indescribable especially while you are having the toast bread with melted original butter (not majerin brand okeh!) plus kaya and original home made Kluang Station coffee for breakfast. (Iwas caffeinated by their coffee that day as i ordered more than 2 glasses of coffee..phew..tp malam bantai tido jugak..)

Weekend was a normal day for ‘full house’ especially to the Singaporean people…They would dare to just disembarking train then having the best breakfast ever in Kluang town. (Not to say weird, as we are more freak than them towards foods!) For those two days in Kluang, we even got in line and waited to have our own breakfast…

This Chinese-run coffee cafe was run by Malay since 1938 and now they had opened a franchise in 1- utama and Ikano Power Center. (Run by the Kluangman's nephew I believed…hehehe) Ever wondered the origins of this outlet? Bet me! It will never be the same as the original Kluang Station Coffe café...(i had made my first step foot and tried once in Ikano but the unoriginal food menu served, was lead me to know how's the original taste would be)

Hey, Where else can you find a perfect place to dilly dally your time while having a breakfast and just looking at the train passing by, stop , and go just like that, kan?

Well, despite the modernity, believe me... This original Kluang Station Coffee café will be forever remains and retains its rustic appeal.

Before we waved our hand and get moved from Kluang, we bought the home made original coffee powder from this station as a self souveniour since they have not produce any fridge magnet yet! hehe

p/s: this is where you also can find the Malay words which had been spelt in old way! (eg,pletfom) (dan sadis sekali....percayalah! This is the best place untuk ternak lemak di badan..kehkehkeh)

Arief and his daddy's D200..

This moment was captured by my own compact camera while Arief was still 5 month old.

Look at him, how excited and enthusiast he was towards the new thing in his life. He puts his face with lots of curiousness (like always!). His mouth was never stop mumbling, and he could not stop his own hand, on pressing all the blinking buttons at the camera- to know how's it functioned I guess (which I think, I personally do not understand on how's some of the camera’s buttons works)… So sweet by looking at him, while he grown up. Seems like I could have no patience anymore on the other next best thing in my life….
He ended up his engrossment moments by enfolded his daddy’s D200.

As his daddy was always taking his pictures (since he was born), until today, we noticed that he already understand on what he should do while the camera is in front of his face and he will know when was the shutter will be pressed on. (He will do the nicest poise like his mummy’s always did...Hehehe)

This is the best moment -Arief with his daddy’s D200….

jauh di sudut hati ku....KASIHAN....

Sejak kebelakangan ini di ofis, banyak sekali cerita yang timbul fasal seorang staff yang telah dimasukkan ke dalam Hospital..Pelbagai versi, yang aku kira aku boleh ceritakan setiap satunya secara terperinci...(tapi aku bukanlah begitu orangnya, yang sanggup mencanang kepada semua orang tentang keburukan orang..kecuali meluahkan rasa kepada teman rapat aku sahaja)

Kebarangkalian, penduduk ofis di sini, faham dan mengerti siapakah yang aku sedang maksudkan..

Jauh di sudut hati aku, bukan untuk mendabik dada berasa gembira atau bertepuk tangan atas apa yang telah berlaku..tapi sejujurnya, timbul rasa kasihan kepada dia setelah apa yang menimpa dirinya...apakan daya, bila aku suarakan rasa kasihan, ada pula ayat2 bidasan yang menyangkal pandangan aku itu...

Kata orang "buat apa kau nak kesiankan dia..pernah dia kasihan kan orang?..lagi2 apa yang dia dah buat pada kawan-kawan kau dan termasuk diri kau sendiri"..kalau hendak ikutkan kata hati, memanglah perbuatan dia sungguh menyimpang dan sehinggakan dia sanggup menghancurkan periuk nasi orang...

Pendek kata, memang tak dapat dimaafakan setiap satu perbuatan dan percakapan dia...kata orang lagi, 'mungkin inilah masanya Tuhan hendak tunjukkan kebesaran DIA - supaya jangan mengkhianati orang, jangan suka busuk hati pada orang, jagan kacau periuk nasi orang"..dalam hati aku, sejujurnya, ayat2 itu, ada kebenarannya....

Bagi aku, cukup la aku sedar bahawa yang aku bukan di lahirkan untuk mencerca, berbuat jahat dan berbuat busuk kepada orang..kerana aku, dibesarkan dengan penuh didikan, hormat menghormati dan tidak berbuat jahat pada manusia lain....kerana aku, masih punyai pegangan..dan aku orang yang berSOLAT!....dan...percayalah..sebenarnya, Jauh di sudut hati aku, aku sangat sangat kasihan atas dirinya...

p/s: apa yang aku mampu lakukan, aku berdoa agar dia bertaubat dan memohon maaf atas apa yang telah dilakukannya..moga dia kembali ke pangkal jalan...dan tidak membuat kerosakkan sesama manusia....

heartless vss heartbreaking

heartless vss heartbreaking

where was the heartbreaking that leads to heartlesssss....

ARTS and GALLERY....

This photo was taken on 23 February 2005, during Floral Festival at Putrajaya. It was happened to coincide for my trip to K.L. This is one of my memorable picture captured during the visit by my boyfriend (which was now becoming my hubby) and which was particularly I liked. A few with this were a candid moment. This was my first step to this gallery which now the gallery still remains as it is but the pictures were repeatedly changed. All in all, was definitely a show worth visiting because I love arts... I grew up with arts and even I was sharing the gift to do arts with my beloved hubby. Hope to grow Arief with this kind of talents..

p/s: can’t wait to get dingy ourselves with color again!

MY hopes......

Arief - 10 month

Arief - 3 month

It’s been a while i did not write anything for him...

By looking at him now, was reminding me to my childhood time. How naive we were, and how was fun we've been grown up...

I was not so certain since my early days on given birth to him. Especially towards the feeling on becoming a ‘perfect’ parents...We both survived and strived for him, for not to living in our shadow when he grow up…He is free to decide his own future, his own career (as I personally will never encourage him to be an architect..eventhough my guts feling was repeatedly echoes in my head that he will also grown to be an arhitect ..hehe) and his own love…We were hopping that, we will always be there for him, to wipes away his innermost fear and insecurity in his life...and, I was hopping that he will be a person someday and could bring differences and helps us in future…

As a mother and parents, i was not hoping that he will gamble on us with his money, just enough to shower his own parents with love and sincerity...you are always be my hope...

pictures was taken from my hubby's bllog -http://tuansapuan.blogspot.com/

I cried for this...

To my best friends ever..after today, we (yanee, k.shidah and i) will be alone in MAA..

Sri -

Walaupun 2 tahun jarak umur aku muda daripada dia, aku sangat berterima kasih sebab Sri menerima aku seperti sebaya dengan dia...dan boleh ber AKU kAU jer..hehe..Sri, ingat lagi waktu mula2 kau telefon aku dan beritahu aku tentang kehamilan kau..rasa bertuah bila kau call aku pasal news tu! The best part was- kau perkenalkan aku dekat Kak ti tukang jahit tu....sampai sekarang, Kak Ti selalu merealisasikan fesyen-fesyen yang aku sketch tu..hehehe

Terima kasih untuk cup cakes Sri tadi..aku sangat suka..cantik and man man ajer manisnya..hehehe..Sri, apa2 pun berlaku, aku tk nak hilang contact dgn kau..n sorry lama sangat ko tungu no phone datin Juma drpd aku..sbb aku ni selalu lupa nk mintak..hehehe

Kak Aida-

Kak aida banyak beri inspirasi utk aku terus berusaha..banyak hal-hal kerja, aku belajar daripada dia..dia banyak tolong aku utk projek aku (walaupun projek tu hampeh tk jalan) ..bagi dia, dunia ilmu, tiada penghujungnya...aku suka semangat Kak Aida yang suka belajar and majukan diri..dia dah ada Master..aku bila lagi??...

Afzan-

Seperti yang aku tulis sebelum ni..ini lah kawan dunia akhirat aku kat MAA..Afzan sangat cekal atas apa yang terjadi dalam hidup dia..dan selalu nangis jugak budak ni..hehehe..jangan marah..semangat Afzan dan rasa rendah diri yang dia ada, cukup membuat kan aku kagum dengan sikapnya...Afzan, walau apa pun kisah hidup kau, teruskan..aku yakin kau bahagia keluar dari MAA ni..

Kak Yusz-

Kak Yus banyak tolong aku sejak aku mula-mula menjejakkan kaki di MAA ni..masa tu aku duduk di tempat Edmund..bersama-sama Kak Hazian and Hafiz kat tempat Herna tu..Kak yus la byk tolong aku masa aku yang terkial2 waktu tu..budak fresh grade la katakan time tu....paling aku ingat dia tanya aku - "dina ada bawak cawan sendiri?" pelik kan aku ingat ayat tu..tp ayat tu la membuat kan aku berterima kasih pada dia sebab hingga ke sekecil2 perkara dia suka ingatkan aku..and she was the first person who had a lunch together with me! Thnx banyak2...

Kak Lin-

Dulu, Dina tak pernah rapat dengan Kak Lin....masuk tahun kedua di MAA...aku mula berkawan rapat dengan kak Lin sampai la sekarang ni..sampaikan pregnant sama2 dan sama2 melahirkan anak..beza anak aku degan anak Kak Lin cuma satu hari..mcm plan2 je kan...Kak lin banyak ajar aku masa aku mengandungkan Arief..pendek kata, apa Kak Lin guna, aku pun guna..apa Kak Lin beli, aku pun beli..Kak Lin ni luas pengetahuan dia..heheheh..terima kasih Kak Lin..thnx jugak utk shopping2 kat nilai square hari tu!..hehehe

Kak Pah-

Kak Pah seorang yang sangat cekal dan berani...aku banyak belajar dari sikap dia untuk fight for yourself in order to survive in MAA...she is a very kind person dan sangat memahami aku...aku sangat berterima kasih pada Kak Pah sebab dialah yang mendorong aku untuk menjadi seorang projek arkitek..aku suka tanya macam2 soalan pasal kerja dengan dia...dia selalu betulkan grammar aku untuk minutes and surat2..agak2, kompem dia bosan denga soalan2 aku tu..kehkehkeh...tapi,aku bangga dapat berkawan dgn dia sebab dia pun one of stylo person in MAA...hahaha...sebab dia ni cantik la ada jer org busuk hati...but, atleast, she's leaving MAA with an honour..she got her bonus and i think, duit tu sangat berkat sebab dia sambung Master..Kak pah..i jealous tau you sambung belajar..you are really inspiring me!..and i will never forget you as Arief's ibu susu....

p/s:i cried for this with torrent of sobs.. while i wrote their stories....

The Best I've Ever Had........

As i promise, i've edited this picture again with Sri's, K.Yus and K.Shidah's faces...so lovely...i know it appeared a little bit odd..but..who cares? hehehe..as long as it was perfectly matched with all of kepochies in one photos....

Now, only a few hours left before all my friends will be gone....only me, kak Yanee and Kak Shidah is still reamins as we are and continuing our journey in MAA...so mundane..........................

Guys...with full of my heart,i would like to confess that i LOVE all of you! you are all my best friends and the BEST i've ever had.....

p/s: Salmi ku sayang..jgn marah..aku sedang cuba utk letak gamba kau n ezumi sekali..but inilah muka2 yg byk tolong aku sejak 3 thn aku di MAA..(i mean girls..to my bos ezumi...thnx to you too..i nk letak gamba you..nnti org konpius pulak jantina you..hehehe and....seems like only us left in here..so pathetic!)

Harmoni de wajah in UTUSAN MALAYSIA...

hey,suddenly i have found this photo in my folder...memories still remains...Happy to be...
from left : Nadia, Nawar, Aida, Rohaya, Jamilah, Noraziah, Aishah, Jumaaty, Noorita, Rushdina, Anis and Yati...

I'M ADDICTED TO FASHION!!

picture was taken from hijabstyle.blogspot.com entries...thanx to Jana..


I was sketching for my next 'fashion sketch' entry..unfortunately, my scanner stucked again...and i think, i wont be able to publish any of my idea today..i've been thinking that i have to buy another scanner machine a.s.a.p (which i think, the scanner helped me a lot on my fashion world and publishement)...


While regreting for the stucked scanner, i browsed to one of my favourite webpage which is hijab style blogspot..it was so many entries that i have miss out this days....so many fashion style has been posted there...Her entries made me so addicted again to fashion world! cool huh??

sometimes....

Conteng-conteng = Perkara sebegini kadang kala terjadi bila ku BOSAN dengan dunia ku yang satu itu......

YUNA vss ZEE AVI = NORAH JONES vss FEIST...

After few month Malaysian music industrial had been hit out by a young song writer’s and guitarist called Yuna, now Zee Avi was suddenly conquering this huge world with her very indie songs ..

Both names are so adorable and wonderful in their great approach towards our entertainment world.. Yet, their songs are mostly in English!

As for Yuna, i love her very 'Norah Jones' style and same goes to Zee Avi which most likely likes 'Feist' ..so country POP genre!

What a great world we have...

Yuna the great with her 'Dan Sebenarnya, Back-packing Europe, rockets etc...' and Zee Avi with her lovely songs ' Honey Bee, Kantoi, Bitter Heart etc…' (hey, Zee Avi was soo ‘feist’..coz feist got one of the song called Honey Honey... u should listen to it!)

Argh!! Awesome!! i'll play their songs with my own guitar.(tp, kat rumah je la)...so guyz..i think we should support our lovely singers cum songwriters ... and, i hope there will be less indonesian indie bands songs in radios coz we have both huge young talents in a Malaysian petite bodies to be highlighted for...

http://junajournal.blogspot.com/ vss http://www.zeeavi.com/ , http://malayapark.com/wp/zee-avi/

30th june 2009 - pain...

picture was taken by EAR - venue : Secret Receipe....

Have you ever feel your heart being teared into pieces? and stabed by people with no reason?? yes.. it was very pain...
I did not ask for the pain..i did not want the pain continously drown me...
The bad news was, I hate on saying goodbye....and it was happenning again on last 30th of June... it was my second goodbye for my bestfriend ever in MAA..
GOSH! it was Kak Aida's turn on leaving the MAA...again i was crying so badly...deep inside my heart, i really wants to be like her..leaving with an honour from the HELL....but, i've no choice on -being patience is the best thing for me now...
p/s: Kak Aida, i know, you would have some times to browse my entries...if you read this, all i want you to know, life won't be easy without you in here....(seriously, i can not continue my writes...it was soo pain)

i even sketch for my wedding outfit last two years....

Hey...it's been a while i did not update any sketches in blog and facebook...i was so busy with my runway fashion show preparations for Puteris boutique, and best friends farewell (i'll update my blog with k.aida's story on leaving the MAA)...

as for some request for a wedding dress design from others,here i posted one of my own design.. this is my first touch actually (last two years)..

i had design for my own outfit for akad nikah...the material was given by my fiance (well, now he is my husband) during the engagement day... it was made by indian sifon with full of beads..and mix with soft sifon..all in off white...i made it three pieces..1. corset, made of white satin, 2. skirt, also made of white satin, add on flowery beads, 3. outer, made of indian sifon with full of beads...actually it was a bit daring to have transparent cloth outside..but, once in a life! hehehhe..taubat dah! 4. hijab's, also from Gulatis indian sifon..

i still remember how expensive the dress has been charged..even though it was my own design!...it was really in bad construction at first..i really piss off but, i did ask her to reconstruct as per my sketches..i did all in details..and i know, until now, she still keep my design sketch...but..its ok..at last, she manage to do it well..big applause for her...but, i will never recommend her to others...heheh..jahat betul aku ni...

but, the most pathetic thing was, i can not manage to find the whole outfit pictures...so bad...i think i could not find one ...huh...

p/s:-well, i did not realize that i can design my own dress from that day and now, i realized that i can proove it to live!..hhehehe...

i actually proud to be myself on having the other side of me...Thnx God..( erk! tak salah kan )

KAYPOCHIES...

Originally, in this picture, only kak yani, kak pah and kak liza.
But for me, the picture was really unbalance and it have lots of empty spaces to be filled! Thus, as I have the opportunity and talent on manipulating Adobe Photoshop, I finally add on myself, afzan, kak lin and kak aida into the picture...hmm…it was perfectly done rite??? heheheh

lunch at Restoran Seri melayu, saturday 27 june 09, ..

p/s: I am searching for Sri's perfect photo to be included in this picture....hehhehe..

Kenapakah...

Sedih tk terkata untuk hari ni...sebetulnya, aku memang tak nak lalui hari ni..tp...life must go on..

Hari ni, Arkitek MAA ada buat makan2 utk org2 VSS cum farewell...unfortunately, the VSSes cuma brapa org jer yang datang..selebihnya, aku rasa sedang memboikot HRP...well...that's is not the stories..(i do not want to spoil my blog with that name =HRP)

Sangat meriah...berkumpulnya gang of kepochies with the themes white and jeans..berjaya!! Seperti biasa...kalau ada kamera, memang kami lah yang sentiasa memeriahkan gambar kat ofis ni...Agenda..tak seindah mana...cuma makan2 dan lucky draw..ingatkan ada la santapan keceriaan sedikit sebanyak dgn persembahan atau nyanyian kan..(kot2 aku boleh menunjukkan bakat aku bermain gitar sebagai memori utk kepochies..hehe tak ramai yang tau aku boleh bermain dgn alat tu...)..tapi,tak berbaloi sgt pun...
but,mcm mana pun, aku tetap bertuah membawa pulang sebuah hadiah lucky draw..Ianya sebuah cake mixer...hmm..dah dengar pun suara2 sumbang suruh aku buat kek...well, i don't think i can manage to do it and bring those cakes by Monday..coz tomorrow i will be at my next runway fashion show...

Dipendekkan cerita ..(walaupun byk lagi cerita2 menarik sepanjang perjalanan majlis)..Selepas pada makan2 , dan sebelum kaki berangkat pulang, aku ingat aku tabah...tapi, aku meleleh juga la bila bersalam dgn Afzan..i hate it!..sejujurnya, aku tak nak salam dgn kau Afzan..tak nak peluk kau..sbb aku sangat benci perpisahan....tp, aku memang sayangkan persahabatan aku dgn Afzan di MAA...Aku tak nak that will be the last time kita jumpa..mana tau kan...lepas ni aku join kau dekat tempat baru kau tu..kehkehkeh..baru betul jodoh namanya kan....Aku pasti, lepas ni, aku still akan berjumpa Afzan..seperti biasa, lepak2, makan2...hmmm..well, aku tetap seperti dulu Afzan..

p/s: Afzan, aku setia dgr cerita2 kau...jangan kau lupa aku sudah la..hehehe

Another sketches..

As i promise..here's another sketches for today..not realy in the mood of mix and match..will do better soon.

Afzan is leaving MAA too...

Here, i post the picture of my friend who will next leaving MAA (its actually today)-..
She is one of the best friends i ever had. I know her during my archi school..even though she is UIA's...and i'm UTM's..her friends are mostly mine..and my friends are also her friends...yess.. the world is too small...

We met, and we know each other..until we became a lovely housemate. It was so fun. I can not forget days that we've spend as housemate. We hang around KL until morning, and i could not imagine how naive that time we were....after a few month of knowing each other, Afzan had decided to join me in MAA..

i think, that time, MAA was very lovely and joy!..everything seems soo fine..we thought that we will served MAA with no ends...
Until the day of chaos, Afzan VSS was approved and mine was rejected..Good for her..she's not even get her 'BONUS' but increaments...me??..still in here...serves MAA until don't know when...

p/s: Afzan, what ever you do in your life, never give up...i'll be always listening to you (like always..heheh)...thanks to you for your helps. Thank you to you for the CA ALIP BAA and accompany me while searching for my 6 inch shoes for my modeling....

please, What ever you do...just don't put me aside....gonna miss u sooooo much!!!...one thing that you have to know..it won't be the same with life without you in MAA...

contributing my own stories to hijabstyle.blogspot.com

http://hijabstyle.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2009-06-17T18%3A00%3A00%2B01%3A00&max-results=9

Please link to above page..i was contributing my stories for my own style and hijab to the one of my fav. blogspot ever- hjabstyle.blogspot
Jannah..she is a fashion lover...and a writer to a fashion style...i love her entry and it was my daily routine to open her blogspot every morning (and everytime i connected to the internet..)..i was amazed by her style's selection...so much idea came across while i sketching up my own fashion while referring to her entries...guys..i'll upload another fashion sketches tonight!..tunggu!!!!

Transformed

Few days back, my (so called thumb up) favorite movie was back! And hitting the whole wide world. The vibrant is back. The whole cinema was full again after few month of silent-ness. This is the best movie ever..Revolutionate – Rejuvenate – Re fresh- Re technologies and all RE is back again…Everybody were talking about the legend now is -back!

Reasons why I love this movie so much?.. I was born in 80’s...I was grown up together with the whole stack of those robotic-organisms entities…I was still remember the original soundtrack. It almost 30 years, but the soul still remains…

I had planned with hubby to watch this movie again in IMAX..(Actually, we did it during the first movie which came out last two years)…Trust me!. It really worth it to watch something hi-tech in IMAX..I still remember... I was speechless…I was so amazed by the technologies. And of coz..the cars!!!
All the audiences were petrified. I still remember how everybody’s faces after their eyes and mind being robotized! Hehehe..Cool though!

Besides, I adore of the heroin -Megan Fox …she is the beauty queen ever! (No wonder she was entitled as the most beautiful woman in the world -2007, but, some people said that she was too fat to be entitled for…well, who cares!)

Back to my planned which I wanted to watch the movie at IMAX yesterday... Hmmm…I have no choice to cancel my plan..Why?..Because there are the most important things to be faced in the office. Not works. But friendships. As this week and next week will be my best friends last day in MAA…so, I have decided to spend much more time with them…(p/s:hey, even today..All the kepochies are oranged! makan2 again? snap2 again??? heheh)

MY SOUL MY HAPPINESS...

I love this picture most...i can't really describe how much i love those two boyfriends of mine...they are the most person who really contributing smiles and happiness in my life...now Arief had almost reach 11 month (this 9th of July)..so soon...almost one year plus 9 month i had become a mummy... great experiences tho!... Great feeling.. And i almost forget how was the pain on delivered him to this world...Arief now is stage of crawling and almost walking...he can even eat by himself because he already got his own baby teeth.. Planning for the next one?? Hmm...ask this question another 2-3 years from now ..hehehehe..PLANNING! ( i think i should've planned for the next one..i want to see Arief development and growth first… )

MY HEART MY ANGLES....

Arief in the middle of the balls!!!!!!!!!Cute huh? This picture was taken during our visit to Colmar Bukit Tinggi...Before, he had enjoyed himself at the rabit park near to Colmar...It was really hot day..and we had decided to have a teabreak at Colmar..In this picture,he was shocked because of the camera's flash...kesian dia..After he realized he was alone in the middle of nowhere, he started to cry..so sweet and touching because he cried for his mummy!!..

PESONA De Wajah

Hmm..this is the best invitation card that i have received..

from left : Nadia, Nawar, Aida, Rohaya,Jamilah,Noaziah,Jumaaty,Aishah, Noorita, Rushdina, Anis, Hayati...

Love beauties in the making...........

p/s:To be frank..i thought Yati will took the first prize in the competition....happy to know her..atleast, i can anytime contacting her for my teeth..she is a dentist...

cool huh! we got so many pro in the competition..this is what beauty pegeant contest should have..not only face to be adore of...but, they should have package.......

Scotish fabric and silk

My new design for my own outfit..this time around..i did study about cotton fabric and silk...tooo many things that i did not know in fabric world and fabric architecture....wonderfull you know..well, enjoy my sketch..........

Show me the meaning of being pathetic.....

As for today, i even not sure what should i write. I thought, I had to update my fashion designs today…but my scanner had been stuck again….hmmm….(thinking of buying new one? Use it till death!)

Everyday was so mundane. There were so many things were running in my skull. Everything I want to write but I do not know what and how I should write…
The most things that I know, I hate today's feeling. Because I do not know what are the things that i hate the most...
I think i can list out 10 things that I hate about feeling of hate, or per se, should i list 10 things that I hate most. I do not know why i was turned to hatred and miff person. Maybe because of things happening in my life lately...

As per my VSS was disapproved that day, I’ve changed a lot. I became respect less to people, irresponsible, anger and everything was seems disorder for me.... (P/s: please do not blame me for the changes).

Please…….

How can I handle my feelings towards loosing all my best friends ever in MAA? How can I bear the feeling doing things without my friend’s voices in MAA? How can I imagine life without sharing my happiness with my best friend ever in MAA? And How can I finish my work when surrounded by BIG MOUTH PEOPLE, BIG EYES PEOPLE, SARCASTIC and blablabla people…(which I think you know)..It was so pathetic!

Everyday seems very torturous for me…Everyday I am loosing my best friends…They have started counting their day of Fortune by leaving MAA…they are now seeing their bright future outside from MAA...as for me, I do not blame them on rejecting my VSS (well…actually, I did! I did blame it like hell) because I had another mission to be completed… (Before my age reach 30 I hope!)

After leaving the office today, I have started to see my next two month in MAA…Gosh! Is there any joy for me left? I don’t think so….All I want to do right know, is open my heart, and leave it to Allah for his plan…

Gosh! I even do not know how to end this write.. I can’t think wisely when everything mass up!... so, I think I’ll leave it this way, which I know everybody will know how to finish up the line or even worst, I should say that everybody can’t find the stop button now…

Main Types of Fabric

Because of the wide variety of silk fabrics, we can only give a few main types, with their common manufacturing techniques and particularities.

Taffetas
This is another word for basic cloth, ie, the simplest way of intertwining a warp and a weft yarn. This fabric is usually shiny, yarn-dyed, very fine-grained, with a dry and rustling feel.
Poult and faille: soft, thick taffetas with clear cross-wise ribs. They can be treated as moiré fabrics by crushing during finishing.

Crepes:
a group of fabrics made up of yarns which have been highly twisted before weaving, giving the fabrics a particular appearance considerable suppleness. There are an enormous number of varieties of crepe, including crepe de Chine, Moroccan crepe, crepe georgette.
Chiffon, organdie, voile, grenadine: a light, matt fabrics made from fine twisted yarns, spaced out to make the fabric transparent. Silk toilles, pongees shantungs (heavy fabrics with an uneven grain) and tussah are also part of the taffeta group of fabrics.

Twills
The way in which the yarns are woven produces an effect of diagonal ribs and grooves. The main fabrics using this type of weave are the serges, surahs, diagonals, herringbone, diamond-shaped.

Satins
Fabrics which usually have a shiny look, and in which the points where the warp and the weft intersect are hidden, so that the fabric has a smooth, brilliant surface and seems to be made of yarns laid side-by-side. There is a wide range of satins : duchess satins, Lyons satins, double-faced radzimir satins, satin crepes with a weft made from twisted yarns, charmeuses (heavy satin crepes with a very soft feel).

Composite or fancy weaves
These are various weaves combining the three above-mentioned types.
Reps, regencies, piques: fabrics with straight vertical ribs.
Ottomans, grosgrains, fluted fabrics: fabrics with transverse ribs, of varying thickness.
Velvets: The luxurious fabric par excellence, characterised by yarns which are cut off at the same height, forming a surface resembling fur.
Gauzes, bayaderes, tartans, etc.

Pattern-weaves
The pattern-woven fabric carries a pattern which is created by the interplay of the warp and weft yarns. It is also called a Jacquard fabric, and fabrics are known as Jacquard taffeta, Jacquard velvet etc.

Brocades and Lamés:
In these fabrics, the pattern is partially or totally made up of gold and silver threads.
There are also damasks, quilted and eloqué fabrics. Furnishing fabrics: double damasks, lampas, brocades, Jacquard velvet, etc.

http://www.silk.org.uk/types.htm

http://www.fabrics-manufacturers.com/fabric-textures.html

huh! i love it!

A sketch for today

in other words...i love fashion.......i did these this morning.....something exotic?! try it..MIX and Match! above the long overall might be good in english sifon..or satin..but satin will be too shiny.. i try to find perfect material for this...

p/s: i'll try to design something related to scotish fabric next.. i like it!...

Another Sketch

Today, i am uploading my sketch again...todays mood are more to monopolized red and black into my fashion..i think i wanna find my own fabric and make my sketch real....i will do it soon......TUNGGU!!!

A DAY A SKETCH...

Here's again my sketch towards my own fashion...i've been thinking, to sketch a design a day....hehehe...enjoy!