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HANA TAJIMA - Inspiring Muslimah's World

2011-01-22T16:34:00.009+08:00

http://www.stylecovered.com/

Recently, her blog had blew my mind. The best blog ever - after Hijab Style blogspot which i love to browse with. She is a Fashion Designer at her age of 23 years old...Her Style, Her Fashion, i think, really suites me...Perusing with her style made me realize that she is so simple, nice to see, creative, and vibrant...i am glad - one in a thousands had stand to shower the Muslimah's World with beautiful things..

She had reminded me to one of my childhood's ambitions wannabe list- a fashion designers as the third choice...
I was remembering that i actually have started to love fashion from the paper fashion chic...I believe friends at my age has experienced with it where it was a set of hard paper with so many cloths and we have to clip on top of a paper girl. I cried for this when i followed my mom to shops ...There was where i learned on how to mix and match the cloth and appreciating the glamorous world...

Well, I personally had my own fashion sketch published in this blog too tho!...It has been a longtime that i had discontinuing sketching for muslimah's fashions...Which i guess now, I have a bunch of ideas in my head that i need to express and share with the World!...Just wait for another boom fashion to come out!

(hmmmm...not saying that i am not glad to be an architect. My profession is perfectly suites me as becoming an architect was actually my own ability -i guess)

p/s:
For me, Hijab is not only a must as a Muslims... Wearing it, are actually comforting you, personalizing you, and yet, we feel safe under it...After so many years live in 'covered', i did not see any reasons on why should i opened it. Not just because my religion has thought me not to do so...With it also,I have successfully become a person who i wanted to be, with no prejudice, not being under estimating by other religions, still gaining money and building life or etc ...And, the best part is, i become more stylish everyday with it....(hehehe)
I personally felt down and sad with any Muslimah which once had a very nice looking with their Hijab on top, but yet choose to uncover again. Please realize that persons with covered are more outstanding and brilliant! hehehe sorry if i am too annoying..

2010 – You’ll miss it when it’s gone…

2011-01-18T23:08:00.022+08:00

p/s: I'm still working on this page...too many stories to tell within short time..i'm stuck with july 2010...but yet, ther's nothing wrong with an earlier post publishment... happy to read!

I was driving this morning heading to meet my project team for one of our recent project in the office. I have drove with an empty thoughts, definitely away from any sound or disk joker’s mumbling through the radio. I only can hear sound of cars roaring and honking outside from my ‘vacuum’ car.

My mind was recalling throughout my whole journey since earlier 2010 year. It was drift into my mind that I could not count more on happiness. Only tears and sadness compared to; more happy and vigorous life,-except for having my 2nd baby on my own birthday last year…(yeay! One in a thousand cases!)…
Well, too many lost to people whom I love so much in my life last year. God has HIS own plan…HE leads, HE tested and HE has the power to judge people. As we breathing the air as a Muslim in HIS world, patience and passion were the priority to alive. We should know that there are no other ways to make us happy to live in HIS world except for praying and always remembering HIM as Allah the Almighty. I was reminding myself that all our belongings were only been landed to me by HIM …..

January 2010-
The chapter begins here where I do think it is important to have some general direction where we think we should head. With having a one and half year toddler at this moment, I believe, our life could be more complete with having a maid since I was 6th month pregnant at this time. At least, by having a 'paid' helpers, I shall pass out all the house works, laundries, but- minus cooking. I cooked every morning to ensure that my son could get his complete nutrition to grow up; or per Se– ‘air tangan ibu’ is important to keep he loves you more. Besides, I shall feed up my hubby before he started with his long tortures working days. And..we had one maid from Indonesia to help us… This year is the year that we 've planned to move out from our small box to start our new life at the house where we are about to buy. Landed house, with three bedrooms, two bathrooms, big kitchen definitely and within its own compound where the house is surrounded by land, plus good neighbors…So complete…I guess…

February 2010 -
This month, was alarmed me with a very bad news. Here the sadness begins… My related grandmother (my grandmother’s sister) Siti Arfah had passed away, leaves her two kids and a husband. I can not say for sure whether she died in peacefully. She was bedridden and had not been able to communicate well when we paid our visits to Alor Star’s Hospital just to see her. She had stroke for a few weeks before she’s gone. She, during her life was well known as the best baby sitter and the best ‘sambal’ with ‘nasi daun lemuni’ maker.. She seems like always had been tested by God, as her life was just to taking care of other peoples including her own mom, and her husband was also suffered with paralytic. During my childhood time, she had also taking care of me like her own daughter and i followed her wherever she goes and that’s definitely the core reasons on me and her were very closed compared to others. Despite I am sad of losing her, at the other point of view, I am also glad that her suffering has ended…May Allah bless her. Al Fatihah..

March 2010-
Earlier of March 2010, we have moved to our new house. As described before, we have more works to do to fit in a better life. Well, you name it on what a young family shall do when they move to an empty house… Not yet mentioning to complete our house with fixed furniture or et. cetera. (Tiring, money, sweating..bla..bla..bla..) Well, related to this, the old paraphrase had haunted me where, ‘pregnant mother shall not move to a new house because it will bring to a complication during delivering a baby’… WOW! Sounds creepy but I think it may true if we believe it is true…

April 2010-
Huh! This month, beside happy to wait for a new born baby, the true color of my maid reveals. She started to be weirder more than the first time she served us. She act strangely and started to be more clumsy, unfocused and dis arrangements. She can not even differentiates between dirty and clean, can’t remember to make my son’s a bottle of milk (where she stirs up cereals as Arief’s milk…what a shame when all this things happened after 5 month working with us!) we were wondering on her behavioral changes. Then, it really shocked me when we found that she had used her black magic while working with us (and using it to detain and delayed my delivery! How cruel she was!). Well,, I does not want to elaborate more since it had tear my heart into peaces and shall be no forgiveness for her from us. Well, guess what, at last, she mentioning that she does not know on how to take care of new born baby and she afraid to taking care of two kids at one time). We dare to teach but she choose to be send back…No choice, as my late father had send her home after she had really showed her true colors and she does not even wants to see my baby.

26 April 2010, I’ve celebrated my birthday at Hospital where the biggest gift I’ve received where my 2nd baby had been safely been delivered at 4.22 a.m. What a coincidence...It is Monday, as I was born on Monday too!..plus I also born at 4.52 a.m on 26th April! God knows well…As mentioned he planned everything….

my new lil' baby finally exist...Tuan Diyana Aqielah

May & June 2010 –
I've finished two months of my confinement period in JB at my parent’s house. Quite suffering when I have no helper to helps my parents to taking care of my sons. I felt pity for my late father as he was also suffering with gout while he spend more of his time by looking after of my son. Arief had turns to be more jealous with his new born mate. He even can not see while I am breast feeding Aqielah. Well, we were in the process of searching for a new baby sitter -at least to taking care of my kids before Eids. For us, the three earlier months were a critical time to ensure that the baby is well and not to give more exposure to the outside weather before we send them to a Nursery. And, we’ve found one babysitter as she was my hubby’s cousin came from Thailand. All the tiredness was relieves. We ended up in JB with small ‘Cukur Jambul Ceremony’ before we went back to start a new life with new baby and I have to start to work again.

July 2010-

the best pictures of my family..i could not find any of Abah's pictures after our last raya 2009...

My Father, Hj Ismail Bin Hj Mohamad 62, had passed away on 14th July 2010. We glad that we were able to stand with full of suffusion by his side when we have decided to let he drew his last breath. I received a call at 4.44 am on 13th July from Mama, had telling us that Abah was in ICU since 2.00 am that morning and he was suffocated with chest ache …I was numb and can not copy on what ever mama had said, as I received an emergency call during my nap time. I can’t even think straight because I just talked and laughed -(like daughters and fathers always did via phone) with him and... It was happened a night before !.For me, he sounds good and healthy even I knew that he was on his treatment for his gout and chest ache. We packed our stuff like there were no time were awaits for us to think what shall we bring to go back to JB.. All has been dumped into one big bag with all my kids stuff and our stuff into it. So mess as I can not think what we shall bring in a very short time. (Of course we definitely left over so many things when we arrived in JB).
We immediately picked up my sister at her Sterling Condo in KJ, and left for the hospital in JB, anxiously trying to get there as soon as we possibly could.. We left her husband first since he needs to report to MAS for his emergency leaves.Yeah .he is a pilot..definitely more life to be thinking off.... When we finally arrived at the Penawar Specialist Hospital right before 9 am, I met with my family and my dad was lying on the bed. I’ve cried a lot but luckily he still recognize us yet he can not talk because all the ‘machines things’(you name it) which was not my expertise to tell what was it. All of us are down playing it and aren’t really talking about it openly. We wait for an update by doctors..Several times his heart stop functioning and start gaining back his life after a few numbers of electric jump..we can't afford to see it..After a while, about almost 24 hours we've discussed and decided to let him go as he can not move anymore..we've spoke to the doctor, and the doctor had confirmed to pull out all the machine things from abah's body..We never stop to blow the Syahadah/ Yassin to his ears...i can't remove him from my own mind -pictures of him during his suffering....AT 2.00 a.m on 14th of July, he had drew his last breath with sound and safely....

p/s:i'll continue writing for july 2010-i can't bear more drops of water coming out from my eyes...i was crying!!!!..to be continued...
For the day of my father's funeral, at the early hours 6.00 a.m in the morning, we’ve decided to bury him at our hometown in Alor Star, Kedah. It was the beginning of our new journey which no more in Johor Bahru. Even with the every sadness and tears we've carried to move out from jay bee, we thought that the core reason for us to move back to Alor Star as all of our related families are all in Alor Star....Plus, we always celebrating Eid Mubarak back in A.S. Almost 25 years of my life live in Jay Bee...Far to go but yet close to the others. As people said, sometimes, we had to close the old book as more new books with better experiences to be explored.
We manage to get all the van, document and police report right before Subuh..Alhamdulillah...Abah had been prayed right after Subuh at the Surau in front of our house..We began to move to Kedah as early as we could as we hope to reach there before maghrib.
Again, God helps all of us..no tortures along the journey...we called for all the preparations at A.S before the funeral..we manage to reach at 3 p.m... and everything prepared...and a bed has been ready for him to be laid on..The house was surrounded by crowd of people..Too many!....It was the first time the house was full with people after several years of my grandfather died in 1992.
Several of my families, including me myself, had looked at father's face the moment before he been covered with white..we looked him as his face glowed as his early twenties and with the big smile as he always gave us and we know that happiness beaming from his face. Everything has over at almost 7 p.m with smooth and safely...Alhamdulillah....we had continued three days in a row for his 'doa selamat' and yassin.
Despite of the big lost i've experince in life, I think that deep down inside we all want to believe that death is not an end of life, but the beginning of something better. Life after the loss of father is never the same, but we all have to live through it at some point of our live and our life on this earthly plane continues.

August to December 2010-
Not much to write as Life goes on..but still, never be the same.. Just hopping of new days change to be a better life. As Abah had leaves his last say for us, which until now i carried all my life long..i believe i could transform my behaviours with it -

"Dalam hidup ni, tiada apa yang boleh bantu kita..tak ada satu pun atau apa2 pun yang akan bantu kita...Jagalah Solat....cuma Solat yang boleh bantu kita" -" Jangan mudah bersangka buruk pada ALLAH..setiap satu ada sebab"

Simple and meaningful of thoughts... InsyaALLAH...

What had happened to me through out the year, had propelled me to write. As must say I am ready to close that chapter. And I am quite enthused about beginning a new one entitled 2011. Who knows what a new year will bring? I am eager to grow and improve in areas that need attention in my life. I see things I could do better. I am well aware of my failures. There are mistakes I hope that I do not repeat...and, to 2010 - i am already miss it as it had gone with so many stories......

Exist yet still not...

2010-06-17T15:48:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time that i've took a long vacation on writing some mess stuff on 'the other side of me' in my blog..I've been spending too much time for my own reality world..
I can't even think how to start and how should all my story to be ended like i always did..i was spending too much on building and arranging my own life and, of course my own family...as for now, i have to steal my own time to write..even my baby is still sleeping on my lap, and his brother is enjoying his favourite show (Hi-5)..
A week from now, i will start to work again..stressfull, depression and bla bla..and i hope to be always existed in my blog again..wait and see..

Penitence - regretfullness...

2010-01-08T14:08:00.004+08:00

Regretfullnessss....Penitence...

Towards the silent mode recently...sorry on my silenceness from the cyber world...another 3 mnth to go....i'll be re-activated soon with new updates in my blog and facebook!!....

p/s:

1. I am pregnant about 6month +

2. I have an extra work load to taking care off -(endless crap!)

3. Committed myself more to my beloved hubby+son...

4. Not in mood of writing???huh??? - hope to end soon!!!

5. I have to get an extra rest...hmm...i guess...

6. I have cut the Broadband Celcom line? huh! this is interesting huh?? main reason of silentness from cyber world!

last but not least...Love all my followers!!!!.....

believe me my frens, my mind and hand were missing the keyboard, i have bundle of stories and picts to share with...

Love notes to Mr Hubby..(i think i did it again)

2009-08-28T05:43:00.009+08:00

Its all begin with here.... http://yourshoppingkaki.blogspot.com/ ...and i think i had purchased another shoes again.... (It was actually not 'i think'... it was… I have done it!) I guess, i had to confess to my hubby..Since he might been shocked by himself if he knew this was happenings again...

Love notes to Mr. Hubby...
Baby, I am poignant by the circumstances now, it was raining since we ate for sahur this morning…it is now 5:57 am (a time calls for Muslims pray was now echoing) and I am now taking some respite after I had done bag packing for tonight, as we are planning to go back to Besut…Well, I was glued in front of the white screen. Knocking the keyboard for some stupid apparent confessions and it really pester me off...it is so peeved…I was blank and I was eagerly thought that this is really the best and apropos time to confess…

My dear, you knew that you had been so good to me for long, you renewed me, you reawakened my hope, you reopened wide my eyes...After so many years of forgetfulness of being myself…it was you who thought me the meaning of serendipity… Well, I do not know why so many vigorous words echoed in my skull before I had to get straight to the point now...i just feels like I want to burry my face and just ignore to what ever chancy and chastise that I could face when the time had come.
Well, my dear, to make a full stop to this (so called) stupid confession note, I think I did it again...i had purchased another shoes...and the worst part is, it is 3 and half inch which I think we both might quarrel ourselves again about the painfulness of wearing high heels…( I understand how annoyed you by having a wife who love to mass around with high heels – you had enough babling mumbling on this I guess)
Baby, please forgive me….i think I had enough lesson from the movie that you bought to me that day (confession of the shopperholic)…but, I think that I still can not control myself towards my expenses...please do not send me to the psychotic doctor to heal my amusement towards fashion…as I am really naturally a fashion-holic.
Baby, i love the couplets from the song that I adore of…sang by lovely FEIST -“I’m sorry, two words that always think”/ 'i'm sorry, two words that could describe"… erk!!!
Baby, life's never perfect...but having you, makes my life a step closer to perfection and exhilaration. And want to let you know that, I really appreciate the moment with you…..The moment that I forget about everything……. Thank you my dear for stayed with me and understanding me ….

this is where i purchased above denim shoes..this is what pepole would call as- "jatuh cinta pandang pertama' - http://lushserendipity.blogspot.com/

p/s: I would love to have a pair of office boots….but, after the online purchasing for those stupid denim shoes with Ms Lush, I think I had to wait for another century to own it! Sigh! please, i can't stop my hand browsing those online vendor blog! oops i did it again!

Dinky Dress - FRENCH CONNECTION

2009-08-24T10:42:00.001+08:00

Dinky Dress - FRENCH CONNECTION

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RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

2009-08-23T02:47:00.004+08:00

Salam ramadhan Al Mubarak ....

bersama -sama lah kita mengimarahkan bulan mulia...

merebut segala peluang yang ada...

Selama ini, kita sudah cukup dibentangkan dengan keduniaan dan pengisian jasmani...

Hanya bulan ini merupakan peluang untuk sebuah keinsafan

dan bulan memberi makan kepada rohani.

Semoga titisan air mata dalam doa di bulan ini,

menjadikan kita lebih bermakna disisi-NYA..

amin...

p/s: berusaha mendapat hidayat-NYA kerana entah kita tidak tahu akan ketetapannya - entah kita berpeluang lagi atau tidak untuk bertemu Ramadhan Al Mubarak di tahun hadapan......

AFC - magic fingers appeal !!

2009-08-23T01:54:00.009+08:00

Have you ever wonder how was delightful life to have such a pair of magic hand without the Cinderalla fairy's stick? I’ve found those hands indeed. Which their hands are anomaly, pricey and had tremendously changed the world to apex… For me, that person who love food and leads to cook well was having those pair of magic hands….

It was recently I glued my butt in front of my television watching the Asian Food Channel. Have you experienced looking at those magic hands? The 703 astro channel served you with lots of food journals and styled in cooking.

Confession – I am not really good in cook as Nigella, Jamie O, or even Chef Wan. They had really made me so ravenous towards foods. Their arduousness had made up their life. Their inherent talents made up their chemistries with food.
To travel with Anthony Bordain to dozens of world made people search for rare, legendary or even some dangerous food! Same goes to Jamie Oliver which he wonderfully back to basics. He practiced non nonsense style of cooking which makes slaving over the hot stove better than cold. He started to cook since he was teenagers…He enjoyed life with cook. As for pretty Nigella, mother of two, she really got her magic hands…She manipulated her kitchen with foods aroma, even she just an ordinary house wife.. ( well, I guess, she turns extra ordinary on Nigela Bites!).. What I love most about her, she was passionate with cooking as she got a 1sf with full height rack up to the ceiling of her pantry to store her things which I wish to have one!

As for me, I was too conventional with cooking. I’ve started to cook since I was in secondary school. My first favorites channel on cook was the Yan’s can Cook. Tv5 Singapore showed his magic talents.
I love to try several of cook but, my knowledge had limited my skill. As an intimate and conventional Astro had plays their role and taking part on food guidance, I was confidence and developing my skill now… Each episode was totally immersion with their life as I was totally ardent by what had been served... I believe cooking will brings you a destiny and brings those magic fingers to be loved by all…..

p/s: the best cook in the whole wide world of coz my one an only mama..love your cook..i've tried various time to reach your level..but, not even once had made it...'sigh'

http://www.asianfoodchannel.com/

p/s: isn't she is too pretty to be chef? hehe

Sarah Ariesya Khairul Anuar - 11 August 2009

2009-08-17T12:41:00.004+08:00

Hi…it has been a while that I have been silence and absent from this blog. It was not that I want to be itinerant from ‘the other side of me’…or even I had running out of ideas…It was just a lot of jocundity had happened in my life lately...which I thought and realized that it was much more better and insurmountable feeling to be focused on rather than paying my time on writing or even face-booking…

Sarah Ariesya…
the most irresistible niece of mine, was born on 11 Aug 09. Her appearance was swapping away our long awaits and again she had brought us amusement...These are my first beautiful niece pictures which have been taken by my hand phone...
I was so happy to introduce her to the whole world. Sorry for a kind of blurry pictures...my phone was not anti vibrating I guess… (well, look at my gorgeous boy…how happy he was when he managed to had his first touch towards Ariesya)…..Ariesya is so stunning as she really inbred and follow her parents mould…She got an amazing eyes...her charming smile bring so much jovial to her parents..
As for me, I’ve kept waiting and asking my self for a log time on how’s the feeling on becoming an aunty. Each time, and now I realized how happy I am and how much that I wanted to attached with her.
To my new baby born niece, I have to say that it is really pleasant feeling to be an aunt...I will try my best to be the sweetest aunty ever...please. Do remember my first kiss onto your warm pink cheek…We love you so much!

Erk!- don’t you realized?so much things happened in August?? My hubby, my hero Arief, Abg Ul, and Ariesya – and they have been LEOsisme…hehehhe

09.08.08 : 09.08.09 - What A wonderful day!

2009-08-09T07:24:00.001+08:00

Obviously, what a wonderful day today... (I mean, seriously… it amused me and it is really tremendous day today…What a coincident)… There are two things that I can not wait to do and to face.

Firstly – today is Arief’s birthday as he already turns 1 year old TODAY!!! Can’t wait to celebrate!

Secondly – can’t wait to see a new little toddler as my sister expected to be delivered her first baby by TODAY!

We both sharing a lot of same things in life…and today, we also share the same date..not only on delivery our first baby, but later we might share our children’s birthday party! Hahaha…

This is going to be the best gift ever in my life…as Arief will have his first cousin, and I am officially become Aunty!...hmm...what should she call me??Cik Dina – since Arief called my sister Cik Ann…Mak Ngah??..erm... I don’t think so…(owh, forgot to mention, girl was expected to be delivered! Cute huh??!!)

The most I hope is, things will going to be smoothed as planed…At least this will become an antidote to our MAMA as she sacrificed her self a lot to be with us…Thank to ALLAH by making today such a beautiful and a wonderful day…Amiin..

p/s: Kak, I pray for you…

AUGUST RUSH....

2009-08-02T03:02:00.006+08:00

It is 2.00 a.m, August 2…and i am still awake...waiting for the dazzling sunrise i guess… Nothing to do…and i have decided to write in my blog, but yet, i do not want this entry will merely dash or even turn as my daily diary...

Hubby is still lying inside four wall covered space, watching his favorite 812 astro..(i rarely watch the channel..but Nicole David was just made me appreciates more on this after watching her on conquering her own world)...

Arief..my lil' toddler... was still sleeping in safe and sound in his white baby-cort..

And i... i was full! totally fulled after having our meals..i have cooked 'Sau-tatoes' (my own receipe!) spaghetti for lunch and butter crabs for dinner...hubby enjoyed it much and never stop asking me to make it again next time..(Baby, your wish will come true...!!!shinggg!!!!)

Well,to be truth...I have to make some perusal as i am in preparatory towards my PTD test..(huh! Sigh! What ever!... i won't discuss bout the exam in here...) The power of the laziness still debarred me to continue my study. (Study? huh...its been so long i've never study for something badly.) ..Well, lets the laziness thriving in me...as i have to watch the AUGUST RUSH now..(my next best movie after COYOTE UGLY...)

p/s: music is all around us..we just have to listen to it..-August Rush a.k.a Evan Taylor

Laughing-stock??!!

2009-07-30T00:27:00.007+08:00

What?

am i a puppet? to be laughed at?

Guess what...i've just being laughed in ERL while i was reading my Dictionary yesterday...Please la..people don not read dictionary ker??hello..dont you realize how was great to read dictionary and not just to refer to the dictionary? dont you realize how far that you had been left behind if you do not read your dictionary? then.. whats the purpose of keep updating bunch of words if you are not reading it?..and you know what? this the best teacher i had so far..even one of my best friend i've ever spend my life with...it was really inspiring me to whom i become today...You know who i am? (shout like Jacky Chan!!) I am the vocabularry dummies and hunger with words....enough said- respect other people- and i am not your laughing-stock.......

p/s: time to change...do not treat your dictionary as your walking informer only...try to make a friend with it ,which you can carry out, not even while you are having a powwow date....

Beware of your Plastic wares

2009-07-28T10:25:00.006+08:00

Open your eyes widen with wonder to the articles about your daily plastic wares used at home...alamak...i have one of my favorite’s bottles at the office, that I’ve been used for almost 5 years. And today I have just realized the plastic number was 7!!!

7 is the most unpreferrable plastic wares in your household....it contains the highest polycarbonate and polyvinyl chloride - which I believe at above 60 degree boiled water the BPA toxin from the P.C will mix into your drink!

Wah!!!...can you imagine, I’ve been practiced healthy and good life by drinking 2 litter of water per day, and I just found the container was killing me in silent... I have to immediately change my bottle. Goodbye to my lovely red bottle. Since you were threatening me whom i believe you will cause me and contributes my life with cancer...

Gosh!! Guys. Do check your plastic wares! Thanks to kak yanee for the info (that was taken by Steven's collections)....

Gosh!! Thanks to ALLAH...

p/s:- basic info – please check the number placed in triangle below the plastic wares – if the number shows 1,2,4 and 5…it was safe…but, avoid and throw your plastic wares if it show 3,6 and 7!..Do it now in order to safe your fortune!!!

Aku fikir....

2009-07-28T09:00:00.006+08:00

Aku terfikir bahawa aku tidak mahu menulis buat masa ini..

tapi tahukah kamu, betapa kuat - geritannya dan betapa menggeletarnya jari jemariku setiap waktu untuk berkarya..

aku bukanlah sang pujangga yang mampu menyusun beribu madah dan bait-bait kata..

aku juga bukan juornalist yang mampu membuahkan idea-idea bernas untuk dikongsi bersama pembaca..

Aku fikir, aku mampu untuk tidak mahu menulis buat seketika kerana ada sesuatu yang perlu aku langsaikan daripada membuka Surrealistic ini untuk bermadah seperti biasa...

Apa yang bakal aku tempuhi, bukanlah seratus peratus keinginan aku..bukan juga yang aku impikan sebelum aku mencecah angka 30...dan kerana aku fikir, aku masih ada hati dan sedikit ruang untuk dunia ku yang satu itu.....

namun,aku tidak pernah terfikir bahawa Surrealistic ku ini adalah suatu pembaziran waktu..kerana Surrealistic ku ini sangat mendorong aku untuk keluar daripada duniaku yang satu itu kepada dunia ku yang berada disebaliknya...

jadi, aku fikir, aku tetap akan menulis untuk meredakan keinginan yang membuak terhadap karya dan penulisan..dan tidak terfikir pula aku yang aku sedang menulis walaupun tiada rasa keinginannya...

dan kerana AKU sentiasa FIKIR, aku masih mampu berfikir dan menghadapi segalanya selagi aku masih percaya kepadaNYA...amiin...

Arief at his granpa's gardern

2009-07-23T09:55:00.004+08:00

Happy faces from Arief captured by my compact camera last two weeks during our visit to my parents' house which was so called my HOMETOWN - in Jay Bee...

The Real Kluang Station Coffe Cafe

2009-07-23T02:45:00.008+08:00

More than 5 stars should be given to the Kluang Station Coffee Café…

We have been there for real! Though it was only a dilapidated canteen look and placed at one corner at the station stop, the feels was tremendously indescribable especially while you are having the toast bread with melted original butter (not majerin brand okeh!) plus kaya and original home made Kluang Station coffee for breakfast. (Iwas caffeinated by their coffee that day as i ordered more than 2 glasses of coffee..phew..tp malam bantai tido jugak..)

Weekend was a normal day for ‘full house’ especially to the Singaporean people…They would dare to just disembarking train then having the best breakfast ever in Kluang town. (Not to say weird, as we are more freak than them towards foods!) For those two days in Kluang, we even got in line and waited to have our own breakfast…

This Chinese-run coffee cafe was run by Malay since 1938 and now they had opened a franchise in 1- utama and Ikano Power Center. (Run by the Kluangman's nephew I believed…hehehe) Ever wondered the origins of this outlet? Bet me! It will never be the same as the original Kluang Station Coffe café...(i had made my first step foot and tried once in Ikano but the unoriginal food menu served, was lead me to know how's the original taste would be)

Hey, Where else can you find a perfect place to dilly dally your time while having a breakfast and just looking at the train passing by, stop , and go just like that, kan?

Well, despite the modernity, believe me... This original Kluang Station Coffee café will be forever remains and retains its rustic appeal.

Before we waved our hand and get moved from Kluang, we bought the home made original coffee powder from this station as a self souveniour since they have not produce any fridge magnet yet! hehe

p/s: this is where you also can find the Malay words which had been spelt in old way! (eg,pletfom) (dan sadis sekali....percayalah! This is the best place untuk ternak lemak di badan..kehkehkeh)

Arief and his daddy's D200..

2009-07-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

This moment was captured by my own compact camera while Arief was still 5 month old.

Look at him, how excited and enthusiast he was towards the new thing in his life. He puts his face with lots of curiousness (like always!). His mouth was never stop mumbling, and he could not stop his own hand, on pressing all the blinking buttons at the camera- to know how's it functioned I guess (which I think, I personally do not understand on how's some of the camera’s buttons works)… So sweet by looking at him, while he grown up. Seems like I could have no patience anymore on the other next best thing in my life….
He ended up his engrossment moments by enfolded his daddy’s D200.

As his daddy was always taking his pictures (since he was born), until today, we noticed that he already understand on what he should do while the camera is in front of his face and he will know when was the shutter will be pressed on. (He will do the nicest poise like his mummy’s always did...Hehehe)

This is the best moment -Arief with his daddy’s D200….

jauh di sudut hati ku....KASIHAN....

2009-07-20T14:12:00.001+08:00

Sejak kebelakangan ini di ofis, banyak sekali cerita yang timbul fasal seorang staff yang telah dimasukkan ke dalam Hospital..Pelbagai versi, yang aku kira aku boleh ceritakan setiap satunya secara terperinci...(tapi aku bukanlah begitu orangnya, yang sanggup mencanang kepada semua orang tentang keburukan orang..kecuali meluahkan rasa kepada teman rapat aku sahaja)

Kebarangkalian, penduduk ofis di sini, faham dan mengerti siapakah yang aku sedang maksudkan..

Jauh di sudut hati aku, bukan untuk mendabik dada berasa gembira atau bertepuk tangan atas apa yang telah berlaku..tapi sejujurnya, timbul rasa kasihan kepada dia setelah apa yang menimpa dirinya...apakan daya, bila aku suarakan rasa kasihan, ada pula ayat2 bidasan yang menyangkal pandangan aku itu...

Kata orang "buat apa kau nak kesiankan dia..pernah dia kasihan kan orang?..lagi2 apa yang dia dah buat pada kawan-kawan kau dan termasuk diri kau sendiri"..kalau hendak ikutkan kata hati, memanglah perbuatan dia sungguh menyimpang dan sehinggakan dia sanggup menghancurkan periuk nasi orang...

Pendek kata, memang tak dapat dimaafakan setiap satu perbuatan dan percakapan dia...kata orang lagi, 'mungkin inilah masanya Tuhan hendak tunjukkan kebesaran DIA - supaya jangan mengkhianati orang, jangan suka busuk hati pada orang, jagan kacau periuk nasi orang"..dalam hati aku, sejujurnya, ayat2 itu, ada kebenarannya....

Bagi aku, cukup la aku sedar bahawa yang aku bukan di lahirkan untuk mencerca, berbuat jahat dan berbuat busuk kepada orang..kerana aku, dibesarkan dengan penuh didikan, hormat menghormati dan tidak berbuat jahat pada manusia lain....kerana aku, masih punyai pegangan..dan aku orang yang berSOLAT!....dan...percayalah..sebenarnya, Jauh di sudut hati aku, aku sangat sangat kasihan atas dirinya...

p/s: apa yang aku mampu lakukan, aku berdoa agar dia bertaubat dan memohon maaf atas apa yang telah dilakukannya..moga dia kembali ke pangkal jalan...dan tidak membuat kerosakkan sesama manusia....

heartless vss heartbreaking

2009-07-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

heartless vss heartbreaking

where was the heartbreaking that leads to heartlesssss....

ARTS and GALLERY....

2009-07-17T16:16:00.000+08:00

This photo was taken on 23 February 2005, during Floral Festival at Putrajaya. It was happened to coincide for my trip to K.L. This is one of my memorable picture captured during the visit by my boyfriend (which was now becoming my hubby) and which was particularly I liked. A few with this were a candid moment. This was my first step to this gallery which now the gallery still remains as it is but the pictures were repeatedly changed. All in all, was definitely a show worth visiting because I love arts... I grew up with arts and even I was sharing the gift to do arts with my beloved hubby. Hope to grow Arief with this kind of talents..

p/s: can’t wait to get dingy ourselves with color again!

MY hopes......

2009-07-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

Arief - 10 month

Arief - 3 month

It’s been a while i did not write anything for him...

By looking at him now, was reminding me to my childhood time. How naive we were, and how was fun we've been grown up...

I was not so certain since my early days on given birth to him. Especially towards the feeling on becoming a ‘perfect’ parents...We both survived and strived for him, for not to living in our shadow when he grow up…He is free to decide his own future, his own career (as I personally will never encourage him to be an architect..eventhough my guts feling was repeatedly echoes in my head that he will also grown to be an arhitect ..hehe) and his own love…We were hopping that, we will always be there for him, to wipes away his innermost fear and insecurity in his life...and, I was hopping that he will be a person someday and could bring differences and helps us in future…

As a mother and parents, i was not hoping that he will gamble on us with his money, just enough to shower his own parents with love and sincerity...you are always be my hope...

pictures was taken from my hubby's bllog -http://tuansapuan.blogspot.com/

I cried for this...

2009-07-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

To my best friends ever..after today, we (yanee, k.shidah and i) will be alone in MAA..

Sri -

Walaupun 2 tahun jarak umur aku muda daripada dia, aku sangat berterima kasih sebab Sri menerima aku seperti sebaya dengan dia...dan boleh ber AKU kAU jer..hehe..Sri, ingat lagi waktu mula2 kau telefon aku dan beritahu aku tentang kehamilan kau..rasa bertuah bila kau call aku pasal news tu! The best part was- kau perkenalkan aku dekat Kak ti tukang jahit tu....sampai sekarang, Kak Ti selalu merealisasikan fesyen-fesyen yang aku sketch tu..hehehe

Terima kasih untuk cup cakes Sri tadi..aku sangat suka..cantik and man man ajer manisnya..hehehe..Sri, apa2 pun berlaku, aku tk nak hilang contact dgn kau..n sorry lama sangat ko tungu no phone datin Juma drpd aku..sbb aku ni selalu lupa nk mintak..hehehe

Kak Aida-

Kak aida banyak beri inspirasi utk aku terus berusaha..banyak hal-hal kerja, aku belajar daripada dia..dia banyak tolong aku utk projek aku (walaupun projek tu hampeh tk jalan) ..bagi dia, dunia ilmu, tiada penghujungnya...aku suka semangat Kak Aida yang suka belajar and majukan diri..dia dah ada Master..aku bila lagi??...

Afzan-

Seperti yang aku tulis sebelum ni..ini lah kawan dunia akhirat aku kat MAA..Afzan sangat cekal atas apa yang terjadi dalam hidup dia..dan selalu nangis jugak budak ni..hehehe..jangan marah..semangat Afzan dan rasa rendah diri yang dia ada, cukup membuat kan aku kagum dengan sikapnya...Afzan, walau apa pun kisah hidup kau, teruskan..aku yakin kau bahagia keluar dari MAA ni..

Kak Yusz-

Kak Yus banyak tolong aku sejak aku mula-mula menjejakkan kaki di MAA ni..masa tu aku duduk di tempat Edmund..bersama-sama Kak Hazian and Hafiz kat tempat Herna tu..Kak yus la byk tolong aku masa aku yang terkial2 waktu tu..budak fresh grade la katakan time tu....paling aku ingat dia tanya aku - "dina ada bawak cawan sendiri?" pelik kan aku ingat ayat tu..tp ayat tu la membuat kan aku berterima kasih pada dia sebab hingga ke sekecil2 perkara dia suka ingatkan aku..and she was the first person who had a lunch together with me! Thnx banyak2...

Kak Lin-

Dulu, Dina tak pernah rapat dengan Kak Lin....masuk tahun kedua di MAA...aku mula berkawan rapat dengan kak Lin sampai la sekarang ni..sampaikan pregnant sama2 dan sama2 melahirkan anak..beza anak aku degan anak Kak Lin cuma satu hari..mcm plan2 je kan...Kak lin banyak ajar aku masa aku mengandungkan Arief..pendek kata, apa Kak Lin guna, aku pun guna..apa Kak Lin beli, aku pun beli..Kak Lin ni luas pengetahuan dia..heheheh..terima kasih Kak Lin..thnx jugak utk shopping2 kat nilai square hari tu!..hehehe

Kak Pah-

Kak Pah seorang yang sangat cekal dan berani...aku banyak belajar dari sikap dia untuk fight for yourself in order to survive in MAA...she is a very kind person dan sangat memahami aku...aku sangat berterima kasih pada Kak Pah sebab dialah yang mendorong aku untuk menjadi seorang projek arkitek..aku suka tanya macam2 soalan pasal kerja dengan dia...dia selalu betulkan grammar aku untuk minutes and surat2..agak2, kompem dia bosan denga soalan2 aku tu..kehkehkeh...tapi,aku bangga dapat berkawan dgn dia sebab dia pun one of stylo person in MAA...hahaha...sebab dia ni cantik la ada jer org busuk hati...but, atleast, she's leaving MAA with an honour..she got her bonus and i think, duit tu sangat berkat sebab dia sambung Master..Kak pah..i jealous tau you sambung belajar..you are really inspiring me!..and i will never forget you as Arief's ibu susu....

p/s:i cried for this with torrent of sobs.. while i wrote their stories....

The Best I've Ever Had........

2009-07-14T12:19:00.000+08:00

As i promise, i've edited this picture again with Sri's, K.Yus and K.Shidah's faces...so lovely...i know it appeared a little bit odd..but..who cares? hehehe..as long as it was perfectly matched with all of kepochies in one photos....

Now, only a few hours left before all my friends will be gone....only me, kak Yanee and Kak Shidah is still reamins as we are and continuing our journey in MAA...so mundane..........................

Guys...with full of my heart,i would like to confess that i LOVE all of you! you are all my best friends and the BEST i've ever had.....

p/s: Salmi ku sayang..jgn marah..aku sedang cuba utk letak gamba kau n ezumi sekali..but inilah muka2 yg byk tolong aku sejak 3 thn aku di MAA..(i mean girls..to my bos ezumi...thnx to you too..i nk letak gamba you..nnti org konpius pulak jantina you..hehehe and....seems like only us left in here..so pathetic!)

Harmoni de wajah in UTUSAN MALAYSIA...

2009-07-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

hey,suddenly i have found this photo in my folder...memories still remains...Happy to be...
from left : Nadia, Nawar, Aida, Rohaya, Jamilah, Noraziah, Aishah, Jumaaty, Noorita, Rushdina, Anis and Yati...

I'M ADDICTED TO FASHION!!

2009-07-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

picture was taken from hijabstyle.blogspot.com entries...thanx to Jana..

I was sketching for my next 'fashion sketch' entry..unfortunately, my scanner stucked again...and i think, i wont be able to publish any of my idea today..i've been thinking that i have to buy another scanner machine a.s.a.p (which i think, the scanner helped me a lot on my fashion world and publishement)...

While regreting for the stucked scanner, i browsed to one of my favourite webpage which is hijab style blogspot..it was so many entries that i have miss out this days....so many fashion style has been posted there...Her entries made me so addicted again to fashion world! cool huh??

sometimes....

2009-07-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

Conteng-conteng = Perkara sebegini kadang kala terjadi bila ku BOSAN dengan dunia ku yang satu itu......

YUNA vss ZEE AVI = NORAH JONES vss FEIST...

2009-07-07T11:32:00.001+08:00

After few month Malaysian music industrial had been hit out by a young song writer’s and guitarist called Yuna, now Zee Avi was suddenly conquering this huge world with her very indie songs ..

Both names are so adorable and wonderful in their great approach towards our entertainment world.. Yet, their songs are mostly in English!

As for Yuna, i love her very 'Norah Jones' style and same goes to Zee Avi which most likely likes 'Feist' ..so country POP genre!

What a great world we have...

Yuna the great with her 'Dan Sebenarnya, Back-packing Europe, rockets etc...' and Zee Avi with her lovely songs ' Honey Bee, Kantoi, Bitter Heart etc…' (hey, Zee Avi was soo ‘feist’..coz feist got one of the song called Honey Honey... u should listen to it!)

Argh!! Awesome!! i'll play their songs with my own guitar.(tp, kat rumah je la)...so guyz..i think we should support our lovely singers cum songwriters ... and, i hope there will be less indonesian indie bands songs in radios coz we have both huge young talents in a Malaysian petite bodies to be highlighted for...

http://junajournal.blogspot.com/ vss http://www.zeeavi.com/ , http://malayapark.com/wp/zee-avi/

30th june 2009 - pain...

2009-07-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

picture was taken by EAR - venue : Secret Receipe....

Have you ever feel your heart being teared into pieces? and stabed by people with no reason?? yes.. it was very pain...
I did not ask for the pain..i did not want the pain continously drown me...
The bad news was, I hate on saying goodbye....and it was happenning again on last 30th of June... it was my second goodbye for my bestfriend ever in MAA..
GOSH! it was Kak Aida's turn on leaving the MAA...again i was crying so badly...deep inside my heart, i really wants to be like her..leaving with an honour from the HELL....but, i've no choice on -being patience is the best thing for me now...
p/s: Kak Aida, i know, you would have some times to browse my entries...if you read this, all i want you to know, life won't be easy without you in here....(seriously, i can not continue my writes...it was soo pain)

i even sketch for my wedding outfit last two years....

2009-07-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hey...it's been a while i did not update any sketches in blog and facebook...i was so busy with my runway fashion show preparations for Puteris boutique, and best friends farewell (i'll update my blog with k.aida's story on leaving the MAA)...

as for some request for a wedding dress design from others,here i posted one of my own design.. this is my first touch actually (last two years)..

i had design for my own outfit for akad nikah...the material was given by my fiance (well, now he is my husband) during the engagement day... it was made by indian sifon with full of beads..and mix with soft sifon..all in off white...i made it three pieces..1. corset, made of white satin, 2. skirt, also made of white satin, add on flowery beads, 3. outer, made of indian sifon with full of beads...actually it was a bit daring to have transparent cloth outside..but, once in a life! hehehhe..taubat dah! 4. hijab's, also from Gulatis indian sifon..

i still remember how expensive the dress has been charged..even though it was my own design!...it was really in bad construction at first..i really piss off but, i did ask her to reconstruct as per my sketches..i did all in details..and i know, until now, she still keep my design sketch...but..its ok..at last, she manage to do it well..big applause for her...but, i will never recommend her to others...heheh..jahat betul aku ni...

but, the most pathetic thing was, i can not manage to find the whole outfit pictures...so bad...i think i could not find one ...huh...

p/s:-well, i did not realize that i can design my own dress from that day and now, i realized that i can proove it to live!..hhehehe...

i actually proud to be myself on having the other side of me...Thnx God..( erk! tak salah kan )

KAYPOCHIES...

2009-06-29T16:13:00.000+08:00

Originally, in this picture, only kak yani, kak pah and kak liza.
But for me, the picture was really unbalance and it have lots of empty spaces to be filled! Thus, as I have the opportunity and talent on manipulating Adobe Photoshop, I finally add on myself, afzan, kak lin and kak aida into the picture...hmm…it was perfectly done rite??? heheheh

lunch at Restoran Seri melayu, saturday 27 june 09, ..

p/s: I am searching for Sri's perfect photo to be included in this picture....hehhehe..

Kenapakah...

2009-06-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sedih tk terkata untuk hari ni...sebetulnya, aku memang tak nak lalui hari ni..tp...life must go on..

Hari ni, Arkitek MAA ada buat makan2 utk org2 VSS cum farewell...unfortunately, the VSSes cuma brapa org jer yang datang..selebihnya, aku rasa sedang memboikot HRP...well...that's is not the stories..(i do not want to spoil my blog with that name =HRP)

Sangat meriah...berkumpulnya gang of kepochies with the themes white and jeans..berjaya!! Seperti biasa...kalau ada kamera, memang kami lah yang sentiasa memeriahkan gambar kat ofis ni...Agenda..tak seindah mana...cuma makan2 dan lucky draw..ingatkan ada la santapan keceriaan sedikit sebanyak dgn persembahan atau nyanyian kan..(kot2 aku boleh menunjukkan bakat aku bermain gitar sebagai memori utk kepochies..hehe tak ramai yang tau aku boleh bermain dgn alat tu...)..tapi,tak berbaloi sgt pun...
but,mcm mana pun, aku tetap bertuah membawa pulang sebuah hadiah lucky draw..Ianya sebuah cake mixer...hmm..dah dengar pun suara2 sumbang suruh aku buat kek...well, i don't think i can manage to do it and bring those cakes by Monday..coz tomorrow i will be at my next runway fashion show...

Dipendekkan cerita ..(walaupun byk lagi cerita2 menarik sepanjang perjalanan majlis)..Selepas pada makan2 , dan sebelum kaki berangkat pulang, aku ingat aku tabah...tapi, aku meleleh juga la bila bersalam dgn Afzan..i hate it!..sejujurnya, aku tak nak salam dgn kau Afzan..tak nak peluk kau..sbb aku sangat benci perpisahan....tp, aku memang sayangkan persahabatan aku dgn Afzan di MAA...Aku tak nak that will be the last time kita jumpa..mana tau kan...lepas ni aku join kau dekat tempat baru kau tu..kehkehkeh..baru betul jodoh namanya kan....Aku pasti, lepas ni, aku still akan berjumpa Afzan..seperti biasa, lepak2, makan2...hmmm..well, aku tetap seperti dulu Afzan..

p/s: Afzan, aku setia dgr cerita2 kau...jangan kau lupa aku sudah la..hehehe

Another sketches..

2009-06-26T22:54:00.001+08:00

As i promise..here's another sketches for today..not realy in the mood of mix and match..will do better soon.

Afzan is leaving MAA too...

2009-06-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

Here, i post the picture of my friend who will next leaving MAA (its actually today)-..
She is one of the best friends i ever had. I know her during my archi school..even though she is UIA's...and i'm UTM's..her friends are mostly mine..and my friends are also her friends...yess.. the world is too small...

We met, and we know each other..until we became a lovely housemate. It was so fun. I can not forget days that we've spend as housemate. We hang around KL until morning, and i could not imagine how naive that time we were....after a few month of knowing each other, Afzan had decided to join me in MAA..

i think, that time, MAA was very lovely and joy!..everything seems soo fine..we thought that we will served MAA with no ends...
Until the day of chaos, Afzan VSS was approved and mine was rejected..Good for her..she's not even get her 'BONUS' but increaments...me??..still in here...serves MAA until don't know when...

p/s: Afzan, what ever you do in your life, never give up...i'll be always listening to you (like always..heheh)...thanks to you for your helps. Thank you to you for the CA ALIP BAA and accompany me while searching for my 6 inch shoes for my modeling....

please, What ever you do...just don't put me aside....gonna miss u sooooo much!!!...one thing that you have to know..it won't be the same with life without you in MAA...

contributing my own stories to hijabstyle.blogspot.com

2009-06-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

http://hijabstyle.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2009-06-17T18%3A00%3A00%2B01%3A00&max-results=9

Please link to above page..i was contributing my stories for my own style and hijab to the one of my fav. blogspot ever- hjabstyle.blogspot
Jannah..she is a fashion lover...and a writer to a fashion style...i love her entry and it was my daily routine to open her blogspot every morning (and everytime i connected to the internet..)..i was amazed by her style's selection...so much idea came across while i sketching up my own fashion while referring to her entries...guys..i'll upload another fashion sketches tonight!..tunggu!!!!

Transformed

2009-06-26T10:08:00.000+08:00

Few days back, my (so called thumb up) favorite movie was back! And hitting the whole wide world. The vibrant is back. The whole cinema was full again after few month of silent-ness. This is the best movie ever..Revolutionate – Rejuvenate – Re fresh- Re technologies and all RE is back again…Everybody were talking about the legend now is -back!

Reasons why I love this movie so much?.. I was born in 80’s...I was grown up together with the whole stack of those robotic-organisms entities…I was still remember the original soundtrack. It almost 30 years, but the soul still remains…

I had planned with hubby to watch this movie again in IMAX..(Actually, we did it during the first movie which came out last two years)…Trust me!. It really worth it to watch something hi-tech in IMAX..I still remember... I was speechless…I was so amazed by the technologies. And of coz..the cars!!!
All the audiences were petrified. I still remember how everybody’s faces after their eyes and mind being robotized! Hehehe..Cool though!

Besides, I adore of the heroin -Megan Fox …she is the beauty queen ever! (No wonder she was entitled as the most beautiful woman in the world -2007, but, some people said that she was too fat to be entitled for…well, who cares!)

Back to my planned which I wanted to watch the movie at IMAX yesterday... Hmmm…I have no choice to cancel my plan..Why?..Because there are the most important things to be faced in the office. Not works. But friendships. As this week and next week will be my best friends last day in MAA…so, I have decided to spend much more time with them…(p/s:hey, even today..All the kepochies are oranged! makan2 again? snap2 again??? heheh)

MY SOUL MY HAPPINESS...

2009-06-25T16:20:00.000+08:00

I love this picture most...i can't really describe how much i love those two boyfriends of mine...they are the most person who really contributing smiles and happiness in my life...now Arief had almost reach 11 month (this 9th of July)..so soon...almost one year plus 9 month i had become a mummy... great experiences tho!... Great feeling.. And i almost forget how was the pain on delivered him to this world...Arief now is stage of crawling and almost walking...he can even eat by himself because he already got his own baby teeth.. Planning for the next one?? Hmm...ask this question another 2-3 years from now ..hehehehe..PLANNING! ( i think i should've planned for the next one..i want to see Arief development and growth first… )

MY HEART MY ANGLES....

2009-06-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

Arief in the middle of the balls!!!!!!!!!Cute huh? This picture was taken during our visit to Colmar Bukit Tinggi...Before, he had enjoyed himself at the rabit park near to Colmar...It was really hot day..and we had decided to have a teabreak at Colmar..In this picture,he was shocked because of the camera's flash...kesian dia..After he realized he was alone in the middle of nowhere, he started to cry..so sweet and touching because he cried for his mummy!!..

PESONA De Wajah

2009-06-25T04:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm..this is the best invitation card that i have received..

from left : Nadia, Nawar, Aida, Rohaya,Jamilah,Noaziah,Jumaaty,Aishah, Noorita, Rushdina, Anis, Hayati...

Love beauties in the making...........

p/s:To be frank..i thought Yati will took the first prize in the competition....happy to know her..atleast, i can anytime contacting her for my teeth..she is a dentist...

cool huh! we got so many pro in the competition..this is what beauty pegeant contest should have..not only face to be adore of...but, they should have package.......

Scotish fabric and silk

2009-06-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

My new design for my own outfit..this time around..i did study about cotton fabric and silk...tooo many things that i did not know in fabric world and fabric architecture....wonderfull you know..well, enjoy my sketch..........

Show me the meaning of being pathetic.....

2009-06-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

As for today, i even not sure what should i write. I thought, I had to update my fashion designs today…but my scanner had been stuck again….hmmm….(thinking of buying new one? Use it till death!)

Everyday was so mundane. There were so many things were running in my skull. Everything I want to write but I do not know what and how I should write…
The most things that I know, I hate today's feeling. Because I do not know what are the things that i hate the most...
I think i can list out 10 things that I hate about feeling of hate, or per se, should i list 10 things that I hate most. I do not know why i was turned to hatred and miff person. Maybe because of things happening in my life lately...

As per my VSS was disapproved that day, I’ve changed a lot. I became respect less to people, irresponsible, anger and everything was seems disorder for me.... (P/s: please do not blame me for the changes).

Please…….

How can I handle my feelings towards loosing all my best friends ever in MAA? How can I bear the feeling doing things without my friend’s voices in MAA? How can I imagine life without sharing my happiness with my best friend ever in MAA? And How can I finish my work when surrounded by BIG MOUTH PEOPLE, BIG EYES PEOPLE, SARCASTIC and blablabla people…(which I think you know)..It was so pathetic!

Everyday seems very torturous for me…Everyday I am loosing my best friends…They have started counting their day of Fortune by leaving MAA…they are now seeing their bright future outside from MAA...as for me, I do not blame them on rejecting my VSS (well…actually, I did! I did blame it like hell) because I had another mission to be completed… (Before my age reach 30 I hope!)

After leaving the office today, I have started to see my next two month in MAA…Gosh! Is there any joy for me left? I don’t think so….All I want to do right know, is open my heart, and leave it to Allah for his plan…

Gosh! I even do not know how to end this write.. I can’t think wisely when everything mass up!... so, I think I’ll leave it this way, which I know everybody will know how to finish up the line or even worst, I should say that everybody can’t find the stop button now…

Main Types of Fabric

2009-06-21T10:28:00.000+08:00

Because of the wide variety of silk fabrics, we can only give a few main types, with their common manufacturing techniques and particularities.

Taffetas
This is another word for basic cloth, ie, the simplest way of intertwining a warp and a weft yarn. This fabric is usually shiny, yarn-dyed, very fine-grained, with a dry and rustling feel.
Poult and faille: soft, thick taffetas with clear cross-wise ribs. They can be treated as moiré fabrics by crushing during finishing.

Crepes:
a group of fabrics made up of yarns which have been highly twisted before weaving, giving the fabrics a particular appearance considerable suppleness. There are an enormous number of varieties of crepe, including crepe de Chine, Moroccan crepe, crepe georgette.
Chiffon, organdie, voile, grenadine: a light, matt fabrics made from fine twisted yarns, spaced out to make the fabric transparent. Silk toilles, pongees shantungs (heavy fabrics with an uneven grain) and tussah are also part of the taffeta group of fabrics.

Twills
The way in which the yarns are woven produces an effect of diagonal ribs and grooves. The main fabrics using this type of weave are the serges, surahs, diagonals, herringbone, diamond-shaped.

Satins
Fabrics which usually have a shiny look, and in which the points where the warp and the weft intersect are hidden, so that the fabric has a smooth, brilliant surface and seems to be made of yarns laid side-by-side. There is a wide range of satins : duchess satins, Lyons satins, double-faced radzimir satins, satin crepes with a weft made from twisted yarns, charmeuses (heavy satin crepes with a very soft feel).

Composite or fancy weaves
These are various weaves combining the three above-mentioned types.
Reps, regencies, piques: fabrics with straight vertical ribs.
Ottomans, grosgrains, fluted fabrics: fabrics with transverse ribs, of varying thickness.
Velvets: The luxurious fabric par excellence, characterised by yarns which are cut off at the same height, forming a surface resembling fur.
Gauzes, bayaderes, tartans, etc.

Pattern-weaves
The pattern-woven fabric carries a pattern which is created by the interplay of the warp and weft yarns. It is also called a Jacquard fabric, and fabrics are known as Jacquard taffeta, Jacquard velvet etc.

Brocades and Lamés:
In these fabrics, the pattern is partially or totally made up of gold and silver threads.
There are also damasks, quilted and eloqué fabrics. Furnishing fabrics: double damasks, lampas, brocades, Jacquard velvet, etc.

http://www.silk.org.uk/types.htm

http://www.fabrics-manufacturers.com/fabric-textures.html

huh! i love it!

A sketch for today

2009-06-21T10:08:00.000+08:00

in other words...i love fashion.......i did these this morning.....something exotic?! try it..MIX and Match! above the long overall might be good in english sifon..or satin..but satin will be too shiny.. i try to find perfect material for this...

p/s: i'll try to design something related to scotish fabric next.. i like it!...

Another Sketch

2009-06-20T11:23:00.000+08:00

Today, i am uploading my sketch again...todays mood are more to monopolized red and black into my fashion..i think i wanna find my own fabric and make my sketch real....i will do it soon......TUNGGU!!!

A DAY A SKETCH...

2009-06-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

Here's again my sketch towards my own fashion...i've been thinking, to sketch a design a day....hehehe...enjoy!

PINK BLACK on Friday..

2009-06-19T16:44:00.000+08:00

Clock wise: - Jamiah, Siti, Azlifah, Aida, Azlin ,Sri , Arshidah, Nora, Fouziah, Suzana, Salmi,Afzan, Rushdina, Muzaliza, Noor ziana, and Noorlida

Theme of the day : PINK BLACK
VENUE: KELANTAN's DELIGHT

TIME : LUNCH HOUR on FRIDAY...

It was very joy to gather again before all my good friends leaving Arkitek MAA..Today's farewell..it was so unplanned..but, as i said,the ordinary food turns an extra ordinarry delicious when we were gathered. ..the merriment will always stay in my mind..These people that i should say always contribute to my happiness..always thought me wonderfull things..I was very sad towards the circumstances....i might turn to speechelss and lonely person in MAA..please understand and do not blame me...i will never enjoy life in MAA without all my good friends...Guys..i'll be joining you soon..

p/s: Afzan.i hate when you said that this is your last friday in MAA..i really hate that! i'll never have frens who always talk bout fashion, bags, shoes or girly stuff anymore..i'll never have a accompany to 'talk about people' and ca alip ba anymore....GOSH! I DON WANT TO CONTINUE this write..I HATE THIS!!!sobsob

below is the other gathering....

themes: CERIA CERIA..

p/s:- i wont write bout it...SEDIH TAU!!

090618 - I Even Sketch My Own Fashion ...

2009-06-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

6.

I am not only designing building....i also love to design my own fashion....do call me for any MUSLIMAH outfit design..heheh..all designs has been done by me..and some of it, had become real and had been my daily outfit..i have my own tailor which i think my office mate agreed with her....thnx to Sri Wahyuni coz you represent her to me....heheh..
i think this will oso my OTHER SIDE of me...

p/s: i'll design only for MUSLIMAH...(who wear hijab)

update soon!!!

Fall 2009 shoe design -

2009-06-17T10:18:00.000+08:00

I was searching for the latest fashion design ...look what i've found!..this is my very favourite sketch ever! SHOES.....i really enjoy the sketch..it made me sooo surrealistic!!!!

Fall 2009 shoe design - Here's the articles :-

How yummy! A glimpse of the Fall 09 collections from some high names in shoes as well as some budding shoe designers. This is such a treat because a complete preview of the the coming season's shoe collections is rarely released until the first Fashion Week (New York). If we could only receive the same treatment given to the ready to wear collections on the shoe collections. Until then, this feature reads like an expose and, I hope, is a real delight.

What can we expect in shoe trends? The biggest trend to occur in 08 was the continued growth of high heels from (at one time) 4-4.5 inches to 7.5 inches a la Christian Louboutin with platforms - hidden and featured; chunky heels; or sculptured heels - there is no sign of the trend fading out with 2008. This is to be expected since a few years ago flat shoes surged the market teaching us that what goes up must indeed come down. Giuseppe Zanotti and Moschino continue to push the envelope with these uber high heel sketches.

Although the concepts on paper is usually a bit different from what is actually realized, this preview is a little something to wet your palate.

Omelle is the designer shoe name of which to make note. Their current collection is brilliant and fit for a New Yorker. The sketch featured will probably translate to the actual design very closely. Cherise Angelle and Nicole LaFave state that they "have created a partnership dedicated to serving the sophisticated shopper, a lady who not only speaks in style but continually lives in it". Indeed. The collection is available online with a very cool site ... once you figure it out. I highly suggest you check these designers out.

Raphael Young wants to carve his bit of the market with a Marc Jacobs' Fall 08-competing sketch. The young shoe design house is based in Paris and has materialized for Manish Arora. Through his designs you can see he is a true architect in shoes with heavy influences from Early Modern France, the late 16th Century period in his designs. Texan designer, Nicole Brundage, aims to claim the title for girliest pumps with this sketch and probably a better design compared to her past collections. She describes her designs as "ultra-modern", no, with an "austere finish", yes. She has collaborated with Zac Posen, Salvatore Ferragamo, and Manolo Blahnik.

Chrissie Morris may give Stuart Weitzman competition with this formal shoe sketch. The sketch is unlike her designs that are very similar to shoe designer, Due Farina - heavy structural designs, cone-like heels; and robust materials. It will be interesting to keep an eye out on how this sketch is realized.

The concept for Upper Echelon Shoes' sketch is simple with clean elegant lines, a touch of edgy detailing with hardware applied, and very European. This would be a perfect casual shoe to put on your seasonal shopping list. The design house creates street footwear.

Guillaume Hinfray is a French shoe designer, not quite mainstream but this is the beauty of their line. The detailing on the back of Guillaume Hinfray's bootie sketch is exquisite. If those are peep toe booties, they will definitely make a splash on the market come August.

p/s: so..are you enjoy?? so many people love shoes..no wonder Jimmy Choo love to update his shoes design...i realize it when i sketch it oso..i'll update my fashion sketch soon!!

(hey, if you be an arcitect - this is what you are always be =DESIGNERS!!)

my Runway Fashion Show - Harmoni

2009-06-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

Final Day...De Wajah Harmoni

Memories remains..the merriment was still fresh in mind..even the great prizes is not meant for me,but i did deserved a great experience towards what i've been through...i can not tell how much i appreciate my mama's supports and hubby's blessing on giving me a lots of oppurtonitty towards my OTHER ME......

this is where its begins.......

2009-06-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

This is my first article in one of the famous local magazine...
yet, it was the beginning of my another world/ career...
i love my hijab..even my hijab had giving me my own livehood, nourishment and good fortune...
i will survive and strive hard for my another me, beside being slaves for architecture...
i should deserved it..........

REPOSTED - 5:10:20 from 08.08.08 to 09.08.08

2009-02-20T10:02:00.001+08:00

I was digging Arief pictures for some art work yesterday n found most adorable picture of him when he was one day old..i could not remember how was me fighting for him to be in this world..But, luckily, I wrote some notes everyday during my pregnancy until the delivery day…but, sadly, it was on the other webpage blog..so, I have been thinking that i should reposted the story again..atleast I can share the moment with all of u…

5:10:20 from 08.08.08 to 09.08.08

It has been a while that I’ve not update my own blog. Though 08.08.08 was my last working day, it was not supposed to be my first day for my maternal leaves..God has his own plan. No one can guess or know what had been planned for us..only him know the reason and we as “khalifah” just hoping, strive, tawakal and redha to what has been given to us…

08.08.08 – 5:10:20 began
As what we did before the date of 08.08.08, we was still repeating our daily routine…We prepared ourselves to start another torturing day at the office..(and today, Beijing Olympic has started! We definitely has a plan to watch the opening..) So that day, we woke up early to catch up with time, since my hubby has to do his regular job on sending me to the office..But, it was a very different feeling that day, as I opened my eyes..my heart pounded, my stomach ached, my back was very pain, my body shake like a jelly..Its was killing me!! I started to feel that I was going to vomit..( Usually those was sign for my ‘period’ every month!) I guess I’ve started to experience a very mild contraction. It was an early sign for Braxton Hicks ( I read bout Braxton Hicks wrote by Marriam Stopped suggested by k.anna my ex-office mate) so much thoughts and ‘q’ mark was spinning in my head.. But, for some reasons, I had to go to the office..Lots of things to be settled out before I cleaning up my desk for my maternal leaves..

11.00 a.m at the office, the pain was still continuing,it was the pain that can not be described and it was really unexplainable… Plus, I was shocked by few drops of blood when I was in the loo… My intuition was telling me that the Day had come! (And…yeah..do you know what was people in titanic ship felt when the ship is going to sink?..yeah!! PANIC!!! Gosh!) I have to tell kak pah and kak nora( since they’ve helps me a lot in providing advices during my pregnancy) They’ve asked me to refer to the hospital.. Since the pain was never stop, I called hubby to pick me up.. I can’t even walk coz the pain again was killing me.. I felt like I wanted to moan or even scream to release the pain that I felt!

12.30 p.m Putrajaya Hospital
Soon as my hubby arrived at the lobby at my office, he seems so panic but he was very good in hiding the face.. I know how he felt toward what happened. He turned to speechless.. All he knew was to drive as fast as he can to reach the hospital..
“ LA ILA HA ILLA ANTA SUBHANAKA INNI KUNTU MINAZZOLIMIN “
My lips was never stop saying the doa..
Soon, as we arrived at the Hospital, there were so many people waited outside.. relatives I guess.. Since it was 08.08.08, the favorites date by others to deliver a baby..and wards was full.. Seriously, I’ve never choose today’s date to admit in hospital, coz I still pray to God that I should deliver my baby ontime (20.08.2008)..hehe cool!..But, I have to accept that my baby wanted to be out atleast tomorrow to see the Beijing Olympic..hehe
I have to wait outside the lobby with my hubby because there were no empty ward for me.. I could not imagine either today or tomorrow will be my date…Am I ready to experience the great pain??? After examined by doctors and nurses, the contraction show 5:10:20..which was, I felt the contraction in every 20 minutes..
It was a great news to Abah, Mama, Kak ann and Mira..Also Ummi, Ayah, adik-adik, kak ti and Abg Lim… Those people are very important person in my life..The people who contribute to my happiness.. Here, all I have was my full supporter – hubby.. I can not forget his smile, confused and happy face as he will be father so soon… I will keep the smile because the smile made me feel happy and energized with it…
At last, 6.00 p.m , I've been placed in labour ward 2, bed 16…Beautiful and comfortable place..enough to release my pain and tense.. That night, I have to sleep alone. Hubby was not allow to accompany me..All I wish was to see everybody faces..hubby, abah, mama, kak ann, mira…But, they can’t manage to be here..it was so unplanned and they had to involve in a big preparation for my sister’s reception day…I tried to sleep but the pain was jolting me awake at the peach of contractions..imagine I had to face it all alone..it was hurt!! So much hurt!! It was killing me!!, The contraction was lastly 60 sec and coming every 4-5 minutes.. in every 2-3 hours, nurses will come and took the baby heart beat and do some vaginal examine. Quite embarrassing tho!..While waitedand felt the unexplainable pain, I've decided to walk around my bed and stood up as much as i can..i was slowly moaning to every contractions I felt…GOD.. I wish hubby stood beside me to hold my hand…

7.00 a.m 090808 – The Day!!
In early 6.30 a.m, I have been called again to be examined. They again took the baby heart beat and do some vaginal check..
” Do you know how dilated you are?..u are 4 cm opened already”…I don’t really understood what was basically she tried to tell me…A few minutes later, my water broke, plus some blood was splashed over..They are now pushed me to the labour room..My heart pounding..and I realize it was the time..The pain had become great at this time..and again, I cry towards every contraction I felt.. I felt a bit tired because I was not sleep last night…the pain was never allow me to sleep..Doctor called my hubby to stand by with my baby’s bag..he now can be with me in the labour room…
Arrived at labour room, they told me my vaginal opened still 5 cm..and I have another 5 cm to wait..maybe, 1 cm is equal to one hour..Gosh.. I hope they were wrong.. I really hoped that this to finish as early as I can…As my hubby stood and gave me his full supports, I feel a lot better to see his face smiling and it seeing him smiling also released my pain..Now the contraction came in every 2-3 minutes, 1-2 minutes… I really can not bear the pain…and I saw nurses and doctors was preparing me and themselves..
9.45 a.m..I was stuck in my bed feeling the unexplainable pain..i really want to tell hubby how much pain I felt..but, I just do not know how to tell…there were no words could described those pain…my hand was still holding his arm..i think I squished him a lot that time..
"i will make it this time…i hoped..I was really feel dishearten, I was try hard not to cry coz it will lessen my energy…but, I really want to do it this time"…I was in stronger pain..3-4 doctors and nurses surround me..(At one point, I hate to see nurses and doctors around me, even they are nice enough, but I can’t stand anymore!)..and lastly, I remember, Dr Jamil came for the last examine and now, its about 9 cm opened!…Gosh!i’m getting exhausted..and now, the pain was powerfull…It was the time I have to push!!
And I remember telling the doctors ‘ Doctor!!tolong, I rasa mcm nak berak sangat2 dah ni…tolong saya!!!
‘ A ah..dah nampak kepala dia encik…’ the doctor shout at my hubby…Doctor ask hubby to support my back and my head must lean forward while pushing the baby out…
It was the time now..the pain is getting more power and I have to push out..and I just learn how to breath, and how to push my baby few hours ago..i personally did not attend any class for maternity before…’ God..all I have is you…if I’m gone, die me in peace and as syahid..amiin…’ that were my last pray before the last push..

The urge was tremendously, so forceful.. I felt like a big wave pushing out.. I have to go with it.. I finally, thought that I have done something for the baby to be born.. I pushing him out.. I can feel the baby’s head..yes! I can feel it in every push…It was amazing! It was really happening and…” Allahu Akbar” I can not bear to scream!! Here we go…and the baby is out…clock show at 10. a.m..i can’t believe it..i’m estatic…it was a little boy cried loudly was came out from me…so unreal…I felt so well, he is so beautiful my little darling..The pain was release like nothing had really happened. It was all out with the baby.. I’m release now…I saw hubby face was so happy,,
“ kak, tgk ni, anak akak, lelaki, cukup sifat, akak tunggu sini, doctor nak jahit bawah tu, and kita nak pergi bersihkan baby yer….tahniah “

They positioned my baby next to me after been cleaned up, while they still sawing me…I can see his beautiful face, his eyes was blinking at me..and that was the first time I call him after he was born..Hubby was taking him for azan…good for him..

It was 090808, a day after 080808 and no more 5:10:20 feeling.. It was a few hours after delivering my own baby, my own zuriat.. I was positioned back in ward 2, bed 16 with my most gorgeous, handsome baby. It was hard to believe it..but it had happened well.. Just the way I wanted it to be… I love him to pieces very much…I love my hubby for standing beside me all the time in my life.. I felt happy and what a wonderful, unforgettable and most incredible feeling.. I would wax out lyrically in my head about how wonderful everything was. The despite being exhausted, frustrated and /or in pain for most of the days…I would lie in my bed with the most beautifull baby and most wonderfull hubby.. Thanx darling for believing in me and supporting me in all weird…Honey!! Wow!!! We have a baby now!! Cheer up!!

Has been posted out on -September 6th, 2008 at 12:50 am

090219- MY GUT FEELINGS..

2009-02-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

I believe, My Gut Feeling is always a sign…I believe my gut feeling is always telling me the truth..

No wonder during the day of my photo shoot with one of local famous magazine was not gone so well..From the cloth that had been chosen for me, until the make up from their so called professional. My gut feeling was telling me that something was wrong…

No wonder during my photo shoot that day, I performed with a very blank face, no expression, uncomfortable with the suites, and movement was so mundane, mere extremely still and contorted. It was so unsurreal.. not like I always did on giving the best pose during the photo session. Definitely I always meets and draws in , in whatever model should be doing for modeling.. There again my gut feeling was telling me something had gone wrong…

REASON WHY? Yes!
I had been DISQUALIFIED without manners from the competition. And why? Because I liaising with the other trade and magazine..

Well..in the first place.. am I so stupid? Would I simply say yes to join the competition if the rules was clearly stated??? Like what I’ve always said..”theres no rule”

But, I realized that my gut feeling was always gave me a sign.. A sign that leads me to focus on what should I achieve befor my age of 30..i’ve never expected my career will be as this far.. I have earned myself as an architect! I should remember how lucky I am..Thanks God…and thank you myself on making me who I am…

P/S: Lesson: Life is full of surprise..to experience it by myself, sometime it is enough to believe in my own gut feeling….

Sorry on letting you down…..

Do comment
-rushdina-

090217-Hand Bag Is equal to Women’s Secrets

2009-02-19T11:28:00.000+08:00

I’ve started to believe since I’ve realized it while I am cleaning up my own hand bag this morning..and I really wants to share my thoughts and theories with all girls…esp my office mate!!! Girls…should correct me if I’m wrong..hehe

HAND BAG is equal to WOMEN’s SECRETS

Hmm..should I append and offend the reasons? Does women’s handbag portray her clean secrets or dirty secrets?

1. Here..the first and foremost…: The looks of the hand bag.

A woman loves the look and they will feel good about themselves while carrying the handbag. especially the new ones… you can even tell how versatile she is and how’s good women in choosing “the Looks” .It is the image that she’ll portrays herself ..or..should I say it is the best way for men to know his women attitudes.. p/s: does not mention about the price yet!..haha…

2. Then “inside her hand bag” :

Should anyone appeal their secrets while you have a chance on digging inside their hand bag? (Hey…Its remind me to my favorite movie show – ‘How to loose a guy in 10 days – how’s eager men’s while digging women hand bag..heheh..)

Women will always think about other women’s hand bag..especially inside the bag..What product do they use for their skin care and make-ups, ….Whats the latest gadgets do women use…does she have latest fashion magazines in their bag?...

For me, how’s she organizing inside her bag does the matters.. I always have plenty of small bag inside my handbag.. When I go out I’ll take keys for the house, keys for the car, keys for my drawer in the office and a packet of mints.
Then,definitely my ‘anna sui’ wallet (I’ve never leave this at home, principally because it contains the single most important thing a man can have about his person and Or, presumably
all the receipts in there..hehe). Then comes my own bag for my handphone, my make up plus skin care inside my little ‘la prairie’ bag , my little tiny scratch book , artline 0.4 pens (in every color..hehe) and my compact camera….but, for my weekends… plus with my baby’s bottle, nappy tissue and diapers…hehe..imagine how usefull my hand bag is! But I genuinely don’t understand this need to carry everything you’ve ever owned around with you at all times.

3. I’ve read from one of the article, showing it’s said that on average women have up to 40 handbags each. WEIRDO!... What’s more, To find out why, I’ve looking at my self who reckons that I have bought more than 30 handbags before, (and end up with kept in my yellow box under my bed).. It was happened before my marriage life..hehe…

4. Well, apparently, I have something to do with my style. The idea that a handbag has something to do with style was backed up by a spokesman for Jimmy Choo, who said that if you have good shoes and a good bag you will look right. (well now I realized that it was rubbish!)

Well, guys… this was my simple thoughts towards hand bag is equal to women’s secret.. While the inside of a woman's bag is hypothetically personal and intimate, the outside is a commercial, selling one's place in the world. The handbag remains a desirable item, with must-have status.

Do comments!-rushdina-

Start to feel the pain

2008-07-11T15:55:00.003+08:00

Start to feel the pain......I did some study on a guide to labor...especially on how's the feeling that i should feel... i think the pain has finally arrives...I hope i have the strength and full supports from my beloved hubby and family for me to get tru this, because i know i should deserve to be supported throughout this incredible experience..seriously i'm experiencing the weird feeling but at the same time, it is satisfying me as a women!! i'm proving that i can be a good wife and i'm proud become "mommy to be'!!

OUR OFFICE TOWER WAS CAUGHT IN FIRE!!!....

2008-07-11T15:54:00.003+08:00

Luckily, today i was late to the ofice..but,it was a bit shocked while seeing everybody stood up, like waiting for nothing outside at the office's lobby..it smell like a bad aroma surrounds..for some reasons, i have to ignore the smell and continue walking tru to the office..seems like something had burning out, smoke covered all over...i was wondering something had badly happen...

YES it is...

our 21st level was caught on fire this morning..luckily i was not in the office while the thing was happening...or else, i have to crawl down the stairs..guyzs!..imagine how do pregnant women have to crawl down from from the 21st floor to the lobby area?..definitely it will be sweating over like hell!! or maybe i have to take a medical leave for the whole day today..

so, we decided to have some breakfast at Sooka Sentral nearby, and wait until everything turns OK ..alast, 1015, i was in the office to continue my unfinished work..i pray for the sake of my baby ...and thanks God for saving us!

MY HUBBY D200....

2008-07-11T15:54:00.001+08:00

Today i'm soooo happy with my hubby's new D200......it was like a dream to have something that valuable in our life...even it is not me buying the goods, but, me the one who the most excited and exhilirate to see my hubby's face when smile with his new D200.....yeah it is not only because of the camera..but it because of the passion and return that he gain!!!

Confius and palpitate...

2008-07-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

i'm confius and palpitate towards the feeling of delivering my own baby soon!!!...it's fun carrying him inside me...everyday and every moment i feel the kicking and moving inside me...honestly, sometime it makes me feel extremely fatigue, and it also decrease my speed and energy...now, i have to realize that it will be over soon....n no more jumping and kicking inside me anymore ... maybe it will release me, but trust me...i will miss that thing sooo much!!